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FiRaffe DS1 11th April
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Brixtonbunny DD1 12th April
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Hidingthefear DS1 21st April
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There you go guys. Hope I didn't miss any add requests! Wasn't sure what to write. He's DS1 but DC2...
Annoyed with dh for moaning that unless he tidies the house it gets worse and worse and I don't do anything. And he said I don't sleep when ds sleeps - when I said I send a lot of time feeding and he tells me to nap too and I spend time with dd, and do a bit of tidying and odd jobs.
But then he complained I hadn't napped while ds slept this morning. He slept from 8am til 11am. At 8am dh came into our bedroom with dd. I got up and sorted her clothes, got her dressed, brought her down and gave her breakfast, and took her to nursery. When I returned dh was loading the dishwasher, I sat down, he moaned. So after 5 mins I got up to help a bit but it was almost finished. So I sat down to do a bit of folding of washing. He went on computer to make list of stuff to go back and buy from IKEA today which he didn't want to go and do, (though leaving it means trip at weekend and being unable to move the changing table ir have new nursing chair in Rory's room for night time stuff in time for his return to work next Monday. Currently doing it all in the bedroom which disturbs dh.) So he reluctantly said he'd go, but wanted me to come and look with him to make the list of what we needed (despite the fact we went and decided yesterday). Then he complained about mess and told me it wasn't as if I was using my time to sleep and I've had all morning. seething 
And also a bit 
He said its like last time when I really wanted him to feel he'd enjoyed it more than last time when I was I'll and he worked hard in the house and sterilising and nappy changing and everything and didn't get much fun. This week though he had a day just playing computer games and a day walking in Wales, and we have been out with dd places and he's played in the garden with her. I know he's knackered but I do think its been better for him this time.
When I told him he was grumpy and that I had hoped we might have time to do something nice together since dd is at nursery for the last time before he goes back. He said he had been planning to do lots of housework and didn't want to go back to work with the house a mess, and anyway what would we do? Yesterday he actually said I should choose what we do together today. Then today he had forgotten. All I actually wanted to do was an hour in Starbucks with him. But I can't do that anyway because of the diet I am doing for ds. So there we go then.
So he went to IKEA. He has asked that I do something on the house while he is out. Well, I've taken ds to the dr, had some lunch and just got D's to sleep so am going to nap. And dh has just rung to say he is on his way back! 
Trouble is dh is tired because dd was up from 3am and at 4am he tag teamed with me so I could sleep. He has to sleep on her floor for 4 hrs with broken sleep.
I told him whoop-de-fucking-doo I have been tired for 3 weeks and will be for the next 2 months... I slept from 00.30 til 02.00, then ds was asleep at 03.00 but dd woke up. I got sleep from 04.00 to 05.00 then from 06.00 to 08.00. Four and a half hours sleep.
So needless to say I am cross and he is cross and this diet is peeing me off. I had a banana for breakfast and organic porridge for lunch. The GP said he agrees its rwlfux, the not breathing episodes can be normal but the only medication to try first means expressing for all feeds and mixing it in (Gaviscon). He was a little better yesterday so I'm going to see what happens with the diet and keep the prescription in my pocket. He also said the nappy rash is burn from constant pooing and gave me a prescription for some zinc and castor oil, if that doesn't work to go back. It might or might not be to do with food irritating his bum but all we can do is to try the boring diet. Eat nothing with dairy or soya and be eat totally basic food.
I think maybe my chocolate oatly has to go too, and that was my happy surprise on the dairy free diet. Gutted, and hungry!!!
Self indulgent rant again, sorry.