MOrning all :)
Sorry I keep dropping off the thread, I'm rubbish 
Things are plodding along nicely here, this all just feels like "life" now rather than a period in my life where I'm conciously making changes. The diet and the gym have both become the norm, they are just things I do to stay healthy. It's been a subtle change in the way I think but a very impactful one.
I dont weigh myself anymore but I do occasionally jump on the scales to check I havent gained a stone
. I did that this morning and I'm at 15st 3lbs. I started in feb at 18st 5lbs so the new number is a bit surreal!
My attitude to my body has shifted in the last 2 weeks (since I bought my dress). I hated my body my whole life, but now even though it's still obese, I love the strength it has and the fact it can do so much at the gym/ walk so far. My wedding dress fits me even at this weight so the focus on that has completely gone. I'm now not conciously trying to lose weight, I'm trying to get stronger and the weight loss is coming as a nice side effect almost.
I dont track my food at all anymore and I'm not at all tempted by bread etc. WHenever I'm asked if I want cake or chocolate (daily at work!), the "No thanks" is automatic and instead of feeling deprived, i think about carby food as "something i used to eat a lot of, but that's passed now"... it's oddly cathartic 
I think this is why i keep falling off the thread, this is all so natural for me now it feels wierd writing it down!