oh gawd that was tough and I'm a wreck now.
Got to church to discover that someone had said something to my BF just before I arrived and she'd left in tears. Haven't been able to get hold of her since I got home either.
Then one (lovely) girl unwittingly asked me "was it life or death" (when I said that I nearly never made it). Of course she had no idea of everything that's gone on so it was just an innocent off the cuff statement but it completely shook me - and she saw it and asked if she'd said somethig wrong, of course I couldn't explain.
Then I saw her in floods of tears with her mum, turns out that not only had a thrown her with my reaction to something she'd said, but that the same person who'd upset my best friend had also upset her as well.
Thankfully she stayed and cheered up and sang.
Then we had a whole load of songs that nearly sent me into a jibbering wreck.
The last verse of "In Christ Alone", and "once again I think upon your sacrifice"(the chorus).
Then at the very end of the thing it was supposed to be the crucifixion scene from Zeffereli's Jesus of Nazareth, set to the music of "Everything I do" (sounds cheesy I know but it's REALLY powerful and was supposed to "round up" the whole thing).
It was something I found online about 2 1/2yrs ago, we used it last year, and I was looking forward to it rounding the evening off again. But the laptop crashed and it didn't work.
Then people afterwards asking how I and the boys are, and saying how much weight I'd lost.