Stuck between life and death . TW suicide

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Anyone else feel that they are stuck between life and death, struggling to get through each day and wondering what the point is?
I have a voice in my head telling me I need to kill myself and that I am weak and a fraud that I haven’t done it yet. I haven’t been able to focus my mind enough to order what I would need to do the deed online.
I’m tired of living like this and I don’t have any friends or family who would be upset so why haven’t I done it yet. Maybe I am a fraud.

Anyone else feel like this?

That sounds sensible. Thinking of you and hoping things are better soon.

Hey, hoping that you're OK and the new meds are helping.

Hi @NCfortheeatingdisorderboard I’m still here, thanks for asking.
I’m struggling with the side effects of the meds and back to bingeing with a vengeance too but still so grateful for all the help I am getting from my psychiatrist and therapist.
Hope you are doing OK. How are you getting on with your ED and the work coaching sessions?