I am falling apart

[Aveiam]

I can't calm down and I have the worst thoughts, I am actually just falling apart and I have no one literally no one to help me, I don't know why to do

[fruitbats]

I have to go but Aveiam I wish you all the best tonight. I will check in tomorrow

[dietstartsmonday]

Please call an ambulance
You might need medical attention

[AnxiousMunchkin]

Well enough in what way? You wouldn't have to give your life history to the call handler, just enough so they know what kind of help you need and where you are.

[quicklydecides]

Usually, after the ambulance, comes a quieter stage when you get to just be with the nurses.
They might just be kind to you.
Xxx.

[MiddleClassProblem]

I know you've rung before. Don't be scared just get seen. If you're hurt, the sooner the better. You can do it x

[Sudocreamface]

Call an ambulance you need help and are a priority in your life!

You will find strength, you can do it!

[fruitbats]

How are you today Aveiam? Did you call an ambulance?

[Aveiam]

I didn't go to hospitAl because he came home, he's gone angain now

[MiddleClassProblem]

How are you hurt? Could you go to hospital today?

[Aveiam]

I can't go out he will come and find me

[MiddleClassProblem]

You'll be safer in the hospital particularly if you say about him and say no visitors etc. Please get seen x

[Stinkadoodle]

I think you need to go to the hospital if you are still in pain. You came on here for support and advice but I think you know what you need to do. Please get some help.x

[Aveiam]

Yes I will go

[MiddleClassProblem]

[Aveiam]

I need to leave him now I can't com back to this

[MiddleClassProblem]

You can do this. You can get yourself to somewhere safe. You've come through so much. You can turn this around x

[Aveiam]

I don't know how I feel frozen I feel sick and I can't move

[MiddleClassProblem]

I remember talking to you last year when you felt ready to end it. You may not realise it, you may not feel it but every day you have been fighting for yourself by being here. Part of you is already giving yourself a chance. See if you can hear it. Know that you just have to see you already have the sparks to give yourself the fire to make your life better. It's in you already. You can do it, I believe in you x

[Aveiam]

I don't know what to do I just feel stuck and sick

[MiddleClassProblem]

Then call for help. Women's Aid or an ambulance or the police. Or all. They can help you get free.

I know mentally you are weighed down and I know he is making you feel trapped but is there any physical way you can't leave? Like locked in or in too much pain etc?

Please call someone x

[PurpleDaisies]

aveiam there's help out there if you just call it.

The police or a doctor will listen and help you.

[EmmanuelleMumsnet]

Hi there OP,
We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources - here. You can also go to the Samaritans' website, or email them on [email protected]. Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek RL help and support as well.
All the best from MNHQ.

[EmmanuelleMumsnet]

Also our domestic violence webguide here has some links that might be useful.

[AnxiousMunchkin]

How're you doing this morning Aveiam?

A&E will be quieter this morning if you still feel you need medical help. And people will be here to read and reply if you need us as well (

[fruitbats]

Hi Aveiam I hope you have managed to get some help