HTT are handing me over

[EnpoTree]

Woop! Just got a call asking if I wanted to be visited today (er, no, ta) and telling me that they're about to call CMHT to hand me over to them. Finally getting off this daily checking up soon I hope

they'd be no good to me!

have a pack of golden virginia on my desk and menthol filters but no rizlas

am assuming it must be god's will for me to not smoke until I can be bothered to trek to a shop

You're very kind but I think I might have to decline.

Just popping in to say 'Hi'.

I check in daily, but I can see you have people who are chatting to you and as 90% goes over my head I just nod a lot! :)

Pick the coat up, you might decide you like it late!

Hi Chipping.

Hi Chipping, how are you doing?

I might let DP pick up the coat to save me the stress of deciding whether or not to then he can pay

He has the ticket, anyway - got him to put it in his wallet as I couldn't trust myself with it.

Nothing weird, I just don't usually carry a handbag, so important stuff goes in his enormous wallet.

Chitties die in hot pockets.

Do you remember Hot Pockets, those awful things you put in the toaster. Still available in the US I believe but then they also sell a whole chicken in a can.

By which I mean that little pieces of paper secreted within clothing often end up irreparably washed.

Sounds like a euphemism for thrush.

"Coming out tonight?"

"can't ducky, I've got a case of the hot pockets something awful."

I have to go. Mavis calls

Have a good one, whatever it is.

Pretty sure Mavis has taken a "commission".

Commission?

Creamed some off the top, as it were.

She's angled for some/some more, too. I don't want any just now but feel so mean declining. But I know she will just use it all in one night. And fuck my boyfriend again. And it turns out she did have some of her own anyway.

Poor show Mavis

I'm in bed, somehow still feeling shite from my wine marathon with my best friend last night, hadn't seen her for ages and got a bit carried awaydrank the house dry

I really don't want to be here or be doing this.

You ok?

Yeah it's all just very awkward.

I should have given here the rest of it TBH. I feel silly. I don't even really want it but DP thinks it will help my anxiety.

I'm not going to go into boring detail but I'm kind of worried about her at the same time as not wanting to get drawn into her world too much.

I've been really daft.

And feel guilty.