HTT are handing me over

[EnpoTree]

Woop! Just got a call asking if I wanted to be visited today (er, no, ta) and telling me that they're about to call CMHT to hand me over to them. Finally getting off this daily checking up soon I hope

(apparently is nice with cocaine, have not tried together, but have taken it after in order to sleep)

It's used with heroin as well as cocaine and is a very popular prison drug. Generally it's inhaled and injected as well as swallowed.

Thanks Khalessi.

Oh Enpo, did you get your coat?

Damn

Knew I'd forgotten something.

I should probably just leave it at the cleaners'. Then I wouldn't have to pay the extorting cow to get it back and also wouldn't have to be reminded every day that I'm a fuckwit.

No point paying for it twice if you don't even want it. Leave it and chalk it up to experience. I've no idea when I would ever wear a full length coat. I'd end up standing on it and tripping myself up.

Hooray, dinner time

oh yeah dinner
forgot

Quiche was surprisingly nice, even nicer was the that I had with it.

Raaaaah

are you a tiger? can I touch your paws?

my food was nice but somewhat predictably has given me a slight mental disorder of wanting bariatric surgery/euthanasia/to do an Undesirable Behaviour

will shop online for winter running kit instead

Online shopping - one of life's great distractions

That sounds like an unpleasant feeling.

Am not a tiger. Wish I were.

I don't like shopping. Normally it makes me anxious.

Maybe I should buy shoes made of something waterproof instead of most delicate chiffon or whatever the fuck my normal running shoes are made of.

^^^

as waterproof as a sweaty sock

Or possibly

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waterproof running shoes would be awful, just imagine

what you want are shoes that let water in but out again as quickly as possible otherwise if your feet sweat, that could be nasty

Disaster, running out of cigarettes is one of my greatest fears. Well, not really, but I so fear the situation.

the mad thing is once have had a break of ten or more hours I feel better for not smoking, even more over a couple of days, just for the feeling of control as much as lung health

I have lozenges and vape thing

is not best possible timing, there's so much in life that is easier to get through by chain smoking

I have some silk cut silver here, but they're in a soggy bag with a piece of orange peel.

Fancy one?