Hi all, I spoke to the samaritans last night and that was really helpful in sorting through my feelings. I was able to tell them how I am feeling afraid about my job and also be honest about where I went off track. I just need to rebuild now...although it's not rebuilding, it's refining what has worked. That's why I come back to things like Fast 800. Lovely Samaritans, that's what they are there for.
I weighed in at 9 13.8 today, so I am still under 10stone and only put on 0.4lb. My etsy calendar arrived 😍 so I need to draw up a little plan, exciting. I'm feeling better that I have cut out people that were actually draining me for now.