Hi everyone. Been AWOL as my grandad's death was kinda difficult and I had to travel away for his funeral. I think when I first posted I was still sorta in shock, it didn't really hit me until later.
I am back home now. Feeling fragile still but mostly just because I'm worried about my nanna really. They were married 54 years and she spent the last 25 as his carer as he was severely disabled. I bet it feels so weird and empty for her now and she won't know what to do with herself. She barely even allowed herself to cry at the funeral. My mam's family is full of like, strong matriarch figures and crying is just not the done thing.
Anyway. Sorry about that. Obviously it's too late for me to catch-up and I might just sorta dip in and out for a bit until I feel more like myself. Hope everyone is ok.
Today I had lunch out with two of my friends which was nice, and it was like super proud as I managed to go into town on my own on Saturday morning for a union meeting then hang around to meet them. I did get overwhelmed later as it had got so busy and noisy so had to go home but my friends understood, they are aware that I'm on the autistic spectrum and have an anxiety disorder. I think I spent about £12 but actually one of my friends bought mine so I need to give her the money but I might be seeing her again tomorrow anyway so can give it then.
Also, I have a few lego cards from Sainsbo's, only like 5 or so, would anyone like me to post them? Not bothered about stamps or anything, could you PM me if you'd like them as I might miss your posts as I don't know if I will keep up just yet or not.