I am 30, I had Covid in March this year & I have recently tested + for antibodies. I have received my text today to book my vaccine & I have no idea what to do.
I feel I don't need it & I am terrified about having a reaction or (God forbid), leaving my 1 year old daughter without a mummy. Covid was mild for me & I have no lasting problems. I know I may catch it again but I trust my body to be able to fight infection.
The problem is, nobody else I speak to sees what I am saying. It's like I have to constantly explain why I'm worried to get the vaccine when Covid only made me feel like I had a slight hangover. My friends are all getting vaccinated & their SM is full of photos of them posing with their cards.
I know of some people personally badly affected after their vacs, one who developed a clot & it terrifies me. I know I won't be given AZ but I have no way of knowing how my body will react to the Pfeizer vaccine either.
I'm booked to go in a couple of weeks. I wanted to give it more time despite my friends all rushing now to have theirs but I still don't know if I'll actually go to have it.
If I don't have it though, I'm so worried that people will treat me differently, verbally abuse me or judge me. I'm worried that I'll never be able to leave the country or visit an event. I have no idea what to do.