oh my days.
Just about ruptured my throat screaming at the lies about testing. Good job I'm shut in alone with my laptop - made me sound like an utter lunatic.
In our area ONLY cases ADMITTED to hospital are being tested, not those with symptoms consistent to the virus and sent home to self-isolate even!! And I know for a fact that at least ONE local surgery has gone into complete lockdown.
I'm as socially isolated as I can be while I have to still visit my terminally ill Mum - I actually wore a fucking mask today while travelling and shopping for because even if it's a futile gesture it seemed like I was doing SOMETHING, and her imminent death is going to be horrible enough without an added layer of respiratory fuck up on top.
Never felt so fucking helpless in my life. Every day I brief myself to keep calm, carry on, listen to the news and updates and every day the govt does sweet FA to reassure me with it's national approach.
I know I'm already psychologically loaded due to my personal circumstances and I am absolutely trying to hold my shit together, but there are many others with complex conditions and situations also in the same boat and this is like the sourest cherry on the cake ever.
I send you all good wishes and if a starnge looking woman gets arrested wielding a pitchfork in Downing Street any time soon, it might well be me.
(GCHQ - obviously, I'm joking. I'm not going to travel to London unnecessarily as per "guidance")