and so it starts, after AF came back normally this month. I now have started the peeing on ov sticks that I hope will not last that long. I should have started peeing on those sticks earlier in the week, but I did the first one yesterday on CD14 and it was a pale line, so I thought I would be dark pink today, but no the line is not there. So i am now wondering if i ov'd yesterday. I was very horny yesterday and that is usually a sign. I will carry on testing till I reach CD20 probably. I hope I ov'd yesterday as i wil be very annoyed if I missed it this month. Oh well I cant get to dispondent, I have at least made sure we covered this week.
I keep forgetting that today is new years eve, we dont usually celebrate the coming of the new year, Im not one to wish any time away and sometimes find it odd that people wish the year away. This year has obvisously been the hardest I have ever had but that doesnt mean I hoped it never happened. I had a baby a beautiful baby and I dont want to wish the year away and forget her. 2011 will always be her year. I do wish that this year I will become pregnant again, I so desire it, as I know you ladies understand this pain.
august so glad you got to see your little bean. As mel says take it all in little chucks.
too i hope this next meeting helps you have some peace, its terrible that they seam to be so flipent with your feelings, its not right. Who was it on here who said the doctors only seam interested in us when we are pregnant or have had a live baby, not when our baby had been taken from us, then we seam to be pushed aside.
blue blizy hows it going? what CD are you on?