Afternoon all
First up Happy birthday LW
Lupin, those pics are gorgeous, Arlen looks so tiny on his beanbag, he looked quite comfy as well wish i had one lol
Im still here despite lots of pains, im getting really fed up now. I know ive still got 18 days left until EDD but i really dont want to wait that long and i hate the idea of having these pains for all that time, it will drive me mad. My mum has predicted that if this LO comes early it will be around the 18th so we just have to wait and see if she is right.
Ive been feeling very low today. I received a text this morning from my brother to say he had arrived in Ireland As far as we all knew he wasnt leaving until Saturday, he didnt even say goodbye, not even a phone call or text. Im so , and hurt (no emoticon for that one!). I know he hasnt moved to the ends of the earth but I cant believe he would just up and leave like that. He had promised me the other week that he wouldnt leave without saying goodbye and yet that is what he has done. I know my mum is very upset too. Its as if rushing off to be with his new girlfriend is more important than his own family. Dont get me wrong i hope it all works out for him, he deserves some happiness but i wont hold my breath, his girlfriend seems a bit of a bunny boiler to me. I may be wrong but the other day my brother had a migraine so his 'girlfriend' kept phoning my mum up every half hour telling her that she should be round his house looking after him (even though mum had spoken to him and he had insisted he was fine and just wanted peace and quiet). In the end she was implying that my mum doesnt give a shite about him and saying that he should have been in ireland with her, with people who love him, people who are important to him in other words now he has her he doesnt need anyone else. Silly cow. I may be wrong afterall ive never met her but at the moment she isnt my favourite person but then again neither is my brother for just upping and leaving like that Anyway rant over
The one good thing that came out of today is that dh knew how upset i was and took me out for a nice meal at the local carvery. It was lovely although i ate too much and ended up feeling really bloated and uncomfortable. All i could think in the car on the way home was that if i went into labour there and then they would have to stop it, there was no way i could go through labour with all that food in my stomach lol Im only know feeling comfortable enough to move
I had better go and check on ds2 he is round his 'girlfriends' house (as usual)he is probably in her back garden and i know he is safe but i always check up on him.