Thanks for all your support and really I know its very low risk, in RL life im telling everyone its fine and no im not worrying and my logical brain is running the show, on here is my pg mummy brain letting out all my worries. I think 1 reason im stressing abit at mo is that actually id stopped worrying so let my guard down abit, id worried lots at beginning but had loads of movement, 12 wk scan was fine, my downs risk from blood test was 1 in 1800 and ive already had 2 perfectly healthy lovely children (1 blue, 1 pink btw, think some1 asked earlier) so hadn't really prepared myself for something not being right i was just thinking about what colour it was! Which was abit silly really so it came as a bit of a shock. And then reading about edwards syndrome, which I actually didnt mean to i was looking uo the cysts and there was a paragraph about the very high risk of being stillborn or dying within first week and then within first year which is all abit scary really and caught me off guard. So its very likely its all fine but if something is wrong its going to be very wrong.
But on a positive note it has kicked all my motherly instincts into play and i am now feling much more bonded with bean and all worries about sleepless nights and how he'll fit in are gone so actually has also been quite a positive thing
Dr i saw was a pain in the arse though but i cant be bothered to moan about him now, maybe tomorrow!
On names we are thinking finlay or dp thinks we should spell it finley as thats more how we'd pronounce it, or dylan or jack. Or possibly something else, im very indecisive! Middle name depends partly on what goes with first name but dp wants william as its a family handed down middle name but in that case my family handed down middle name is charles and its seems abit much to give him both!
(SOL - have had naughty dreams too there was a thread on it in pregnancy section a few weeks ago. Quite common apparently!)