Hi all, I hope you don't mind me joining you lovely people? I've been lurking for a while now but not wanting to post as I've been so ridiculously superstitious about this pregnancy since I got my BFP 3 weeks ago and I didn't want to jinx things. However as a die-hard skeptic I gave myself a good talking to and here I am.
This is my second pregnancy, I have a gorgeous DS of 17 months, and mumsnet was an absolute lifeline in my first pregnancy especially the early days when you can't really talk about what's going on and what you really need is heaps of reassurance that others are going through/worrying about/feeling the same things as you!!
We spent a long time TTC DS as DH has a v.low SC. We'd just got through to the consultant stage to see about some intervention when we found out we were pregnant. The consultant was shocked to say the least! But as he said it only takes one! ;) Anyway he told us that we would most likely struggle to conceive with the second and that we could come straight back to see him when we were ready for number 2. Imagine our surprise when we got a BFP the week before our appt with him! What can i say, he must be a very good consultant!! But, I think that must be why I'm feeling so superstitious about this one as it all seems too good to be true!
Also I'm not feeling nearly as sick as I did with DS. I've got the exhaustion, the heightened sense of smell & a belly that looks like I'm 17 weeks rather than 7 but not even a bit of queasiness - I'd never thought I'd find myself wishing for MS but I guess its the reassurance factor.
I'd forgotten how nerve-wracking these first weeks are waiting for the golden 12wks!! Google is not my friend at the mo. I keep scaring myself with all these awful potential outcomes & I know I shouldn't but it's an itch I just can't stop scratching.
Gosh! Sorry for the whole life story/ramble. Thanks already for all the inadverdant support you've been giving just from me reading your previous posts!!
35, 5'8, DC2, EDD 21st October!
PS SkaterGrrrrl do I recognise you from the 'due in September 2010' thread?