I'm behind you all but I want to join in the ventilator chat as I know you will all appreciate this...
When the CV Kicking Off threads were at their height on MN (but it actually seems we are plateauing, possibly that wasn't even the peak
) I was on a thread about Irresponsible Selfish Shielding People going out (I don't think it was the garden centre thread, but maybe it was?)
There was a discussion about if you go out and murder yourself when you've been advised to stay in, you aren't worthy of a hospital bed and shouldn't expect a ventilator. And someone, to prove their point, actually posted the NICE (?) guidelines to prove that people with my condition wouldn't be ventilated anyway so we should be staying in.
Well OK, some people may think that's a reasonable thing to post but I actually found it quite upsetting due to the sheer meanness of it - I mean I am realistic and I know these things anyway but it just seemed so gleeful. Because it wasn't in anyway due to genuine concern for me, they were using it to prove a point, IYSWIM (probably not
) and there was a real tone of neeenaaah. You're going to die and I will be right, yay! (Plus even if you know something, seeing it in black and white, especially being used against you, unexpectedly is upsetting).
Im sure I don't need to say it, but I like the tongue in cheek "off on a murdering spree" tone of this thread and that was (obviously) completely different. Plus you're not all complete bell ends 
Anyway. The thread has probably moved on to something completely different by the time I finish typing!
PS I'm not even going to mention the total bollocks of the shielding thing. I'm going to buy more cake instead. I'm thinking carrot cake, just because no one else in my house likes it so I get it eat it ALL 