Hi there, merry Christmas. I’ve done ok . I jabbed 3.75 on Christmas Eve, fully expecting festive chaos, gastric rebellion and a moral failing of epic proportions.
Instead… I’m sitting here today feeling a bit constipated (cheers MJ), mildly bloated, but oddly reassured?
I ate Christmas food. Actual Christmas food. Roasties, pigs in blankets, pudding, alcohol. I drank what I wanted, ate what I fancied — but in moderation, without that horrible switch flipping into “oh well, I’ve ruined it now so may as well eat the house”.
I didn’t overeat hugely. I stopped when I was full. I didn’t feel deprived. I didn’t feel out of control. And when I looked back over the week, the average was 1600 . Didn’t feel like eating much on Boxing Day and yesterday so it all evened out I think.
Honestly, for someone who went into Christmas with a lot of anxiety and a long history of festive food meltdowns, this feels like a quiet miracle.
abit constipated today (solidarity to anyone else clutching a kiwi and a litre of water), but mentally I’m calmer than I expected.
ofdly my scales are broken (divine intervention to stop any spiralling) so don’t really know what impact it’ll have had, but hopefully since I’ve been in a deficit of average over the week, it won’t have derailed anything. But not going to weight until first week of January has I din’t want to stress myself over new year x