Checking in... I've lost 26% of my body weight in 6 months, which is impressive. Still a long way to go for me though - I will not be joining the maintaining club for a while. I need to lose another 2 stone before I can start thinking about that. Maybe by spring?
I'm still on 5mg. Still no plans to increase it - it's working well for me. Hair is falling out in dramatic quantities - trying to ignore it.
All my 18s now reliably fit me and I am starting to fit into some of my old size 16 clothes, which is nice. Some are a bit tight, but as there was no hope of me doing them up even 2 months ago, things are heading in the right direction. I haven't been smaller than a size 14 since I was at school - I'm quite tall, and have a big frame with wide hips - so the end is in sight in that regard.
I've finally lose the jowels on my face and got my jawline back - that's a real NSV, I no longer look like a Dali clock/hound dog.
My mil came to dinner last week. I haven't seen her in AGES because my work life imploded, it's been a truly horrible time, and so my husband has been doing solo visits for quite a few months.
She wouldn't stop going on about how much weight I've lost, even though I asked her to. She wanted to know "all the gory details" - how much did I weigh to start with? How much have I lost? - and while I accept that it's from a well-meaning place, I just don't want to talk about it. I never want to talk about myself irl. So I said, "It's not something I really want to discuss, but thank you - how are you?"
However, she kept picking it up, again and again - how great I look, how healthy I look, haven't I done well...? My husband could see I was finding it uncomfortable and kept intervening: "Bloozie always looked great" or "Yes, she's a star - how are you getting on with your new car?"
But she was like a dog with a bone. And now I'm dreading Christmas, because I'll have a house full with both sides of the family and I swear to god if all they talk about is how fat I was before and how not so fat I am now, I will cry.
I know it's normal to notice and pass comment, but ffs. No one would make a massive song and dance about me putting weight ON - not if they were kind - and it's the same coming off, in my mind. It makes you feel like your value and moral fortitude increase the thinner you are - which of course is the general societal view, but when it comes from family members... UGH.