Happy Sunday, folks!
Today is my one year MJ anniversary! 52 jabs over 52 weeks! What a year!
Today I weigh 13st 2, with a loss this week of 2.3lbs. When I signed up a year ago, I was 18st 9. Which is 5st7lb lost, and a total of 7st 12 from my highest weight in 2021.
I am now a few pounds from my lowest adult weight, when I was desperately ill, so I am so looking forward to getting there as a healthier person!!
The price panic has made me more determined I have to make MJ part of maintenance, whatever I need to do to keep it in my life. So many other ailments have been alliviated, most importantly, the majority of my symptoms since I had my gall bladder removed ten years ago.
My life had become so small - I was terrified of having a bad tummy out and about so used to avoid so much. I used to do work trips and eat nothing an entire day, avoid trips with friends. Its not 100% perfect now, but its enough that I can manage, with some decent food choices, MJ and the ocassional Immodium!
I’ve always been pretty loud and what I considered confident, but the reality is, I was not. And now I am smaller, feeling not like the elephant in the room, I’ve taken up new activities, like art classes and I am even considering putting my work into exhibitions!!
Work has changed for me, as I have, and I think it has to be related - I have excelled far more with this new confidence!!
I sometimes get a bit angry at how I am treated differently, by people who have known me at size 28 and size 16, but I also acknowledge that my own attitude has changed - less kicked dog, and I think that has been part of why folks have changed too.
I’ve got at least 3 stone to go, maybe 4, but it all feels possible, and I don’t feel like I am waiting for it anymore, if that makes sense? It will probably be another year, maybe longer, and thats fine! If I could get to ‘11st something’ by new year, that would be grand.
@RobinEllacotStrike what a relief! I’m hoping asda get stock in by the time my order gets processed (my guess is at least 3/4 days away) or I suspect I will be cancelled. Feeling very grateful for my little bit of overstock right now, otherwise I would be in meltdown!!