@Histoscientist Aww thank you for your lovely words. Yes, I've heard that from time to time! I do write every day in my journal, if that counts lo! I think, because I've traveled to the deepest, darkest places of hell in my own head (I'm not special, haven't we all), that I just try and remember that every single human being on the planet is going through shit right now, or has done in the past and really try and be sympathetic to that. It's hard at times, but compassion is so important to me. The world would be so much better if all of us just remembered that love makes the world go around. I am a hypocrite, as I fail to do this myself sometimes.
Mumsnet is a royal pain in the arse a lot of the time, and sometimes I strop off for a bit; but it does truly shine like you say, when you find pockets of support such as this.
Glad you're feeling somewhat better. Did you pick up the sleeping stuff? Please keep us updated with the blood results - will be really interesting.
@HappyNewt Argh, sorry you're struggling a bit. I am convinced that MJ (for some people) alters our state of mind, in a good way. One of the reasons I won't stop is that my mental health has never been so stable. How did it go with the GP?
@Fizzleawayyy1 Mmm gyozas, yum! I had a week like that a couple of weeks ago, very annoying. Comes and goes, doesn't it!? Also think the weather fucks with us. Talking of Freddo's, how fucking thin are they these days. They used to be fat and juicy!
@Bluenose1966 Love the kitchen chat and a wonderful update from you. Thank you for your support. New outfits sound divine. Your maintenance is an inspiration as usual! Don't blame you for using the higher dose pen, Eli can get in the bin as far as I'm concerned!
I'm away this weekend on my own, which has been lovely. I bought an enormous cup of tea from Costa today and sat with it in the park, which was really nice. Looked around the charity shops (is it just me or have they got really expensive?!). I am currently butthurt about Vinted. The last 3 times I have bought something, they've either lost it or sent me someone else's stuff - so I am giving them a wide berth for now.
I'm going to start writing my lists for Christmas this evening - I know, very sad.
Lots of love to all x