Taking a deep breath as I join the thread. I know it's all anonymous, but I still feel a bit embarrassed since I seem to be the heaviest poster here. Sometimes, I can't believe I've let myself get to this point.
I just turned 40, and I’m 5'11".
SW: 155.3kg
CW: 152.7kg
GW: 75kg
I’ve lost significant amounts of weight before through regular diets (once from 130kg to 78kg, and another time from 145kg to 112kg), but I’ve always gained it all back—and then some. I have ADHD and have struggled with binge eating for as long as I can remember. I’m terrible at moderation—it’s either fasting/VLCD or eating all the biscuits. Even though I’m very unfit, my health, surprisingly, seems okay for my weight, but it’s impacting so many parts of my life. I need to turn things around before it’s too late.
I started Mounjaro last Friday and, after reading how it’s worked wonders for many here, I’m feeling hopeful. But doubts are already creeping back in.
On Saturday and Sunday, I had great suppression, lost 3kg, and had no food noise whatsoever. It felt completely surreal - a sort of peace I’d never experienced before.
But Monday and today, the food noise has started to come back and I've put half a kilo back on. I know the 2.5mg isn’t supposed to be a therapeutic dose yet, but I can’t help feeling a bit disappointed and doubtful. We’re in the middle of a stressful house sale—the buyer seems to be dragging his feet, and I’m worried he might pull out. The anxiety is making me want to stuff my face with chocolate, but I know that’s a toxic cycle I need to break.
So, I’ve made a cup of tea and decided to join this thread instead of rummaging through the fridge for a snack.