Goodish day yesterday in that
I didn't drink any alcohol
banana
2 pieces toast and Marmite
a prawn sandwich from a petrol station
half a packet of Frazzles
Wotsits
some popcorn
vegetables, lamb and 3 tiny potatoes for supper
plus superfoods smoothie
strawberries, blueberries, grapes
lots of water
antibiotics
reasonably early night
but feel terrible today, my lungs are aching, I feel like a smoker, which isn't good since I'm not. Let's hope the antibiotics kick in soon this time, I am taking them religiously, which I didn't do before.
I will mostly be indoors today but may attempt a walk later if I feel any better. I have that horrid hot and feverish feeling
Anyway, dh and I talked last night about what we both need to do and came to the conclusions that:
We regularly eat a proper med size supper when we don't really need to, a bowl of soup would do or a salad or something. So we're going to try going for lighter evening meals
dh wants to run and I want to walk so we're going to go alternate evenings since I am missing walking and can't do it in this daytime heat
He is going to stop snacking, which is his downfall, and I am going to stop buying butter except on rare occasions. I lost lots of weight after ds when I cut out dairy completely so I'm going to try that. Will have to make sure I get plenty of non dairy sources of calcium.
I am doing this because I feel extreme self loathing when I look in a mirror or see a photo of myself and I really want to get to ds's birthday this year and NOT feel I look awful. I have lost 2 dress sizes since January but I have really stalled recently and need to get re motivated and not give up. I want to lose another 2 sizes by October and by my 41st birthday at the end of October.
I need to keep saying to myself
"I want to be a size XXXXXXXX"