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WhoGivesAFlying · 26/04/2016 09:42

Thought I'd start a new thread as the other is now full. Come and share you SPing problems here, it's a safe place and hopefully some other wise SM can offer advice or just a large drink!

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OutToGetYou · 12/05/2016 15:15

I forgot about this thread, but it's a bit of a relief to remember I am not the only one who struggles with being a 'step parent' (inverted commas as we're not married).

Dss is 15 and boy do we know it! Permanent grump. Does my head in. Speaks to me like dirt - the other day he came in, lounged on the sofa next to all over me and then said "oh my god, did you eat all my sweets" - I was reading, no idea about any bloody sweets. So I said I don't know anything about your sweets, I haven't had any sweets. And he starts ranting about how he left a huge bag of sweets on the side and now it's empty and I must have eaten them.

It's so hard not to tell him to fuck off it really is. I didn't eat his fecking sweets and anyway, dp bought them for him to take to camp, he took them and brought some back - not quite sure how that means no-one else can eat them (not that I did, dp did) as it certainly doesn't seem to apply in reverse with things I buy for me!

I also continually have the 'who is eating tonight' battle. One night in the week dp took dss to parents evening, I said I'd cook them some chicken legs for when they got in, which I did (even though I wasn't eating that night and i try not to cook for dss because ti winds me up, he eats almost nothing), they get back 20 mins later than expected so it's over ready. Dss exclaims 'I'm not going to have time to eat that, I'm going to the cinema' - and, of course, dp is driving him there so he can't eat it either.
This was after dss had announced the day before that he had arranged to go to the cinema with friends and had been told no, he couldn't because of parents evening. dp said he'd agreed with him in the car on the way back that he could if he agreed to a strategy for doing more homework. None of these bloody 'strategies' ever work, they just cause arguments which I have to listen to.

Last night I was out, dss at scouts, dp for some reason didn't feed him before scouts as we usually do (when I am there to keep reminding them what time it is) so when I got back dss was back from scouts, lounging on the sofa while dp ran around getting his tea - it was 9.15pm and dp had just the day before agreed with dss a new bedtime of 9pm, with 30 mins reading (it was previously going up to 10.30pm), so dp calls dss to come to eat and dss says "nah, don't want it". Refuses to even go to the table.

So, I put on my wicked step mother hat and say in that case go to bed, it's past the time you agreed. Luckily dp agrees with this.

However, came down this morning to dss plate of cold food still sitting on the table. Grimy gits both of them.

Then, we're off out tonight. Dss has more scouts thing, so I said what is he going to eat. Well, he can jsut do himself a pizza can't he. um except we don't have any pizzas, I bought one with the shopping and he ate it Tuesday.

I don't know why I ask about the food, whatever the answer is it just annoys me. My diet has been so compromised by living with these two.

dss lives with us all the time now as his mother has some drama going on, she sees him about once a fortnight for about an hour (and dp still pays her £500pm maints...). Next week dp has to work away for two nights, in France. I am not working so said I would probably go with him - but I can't book the tickets quite yet. He says he'll get dss dm to have him if I'm going - I said, er, no, she can have him whether I am going or not, thank you!

Bananasinpyjamas1 · 12/05/2016 19:46

out I do hear you! Unfortunately it is an impossible position. I also had a DSD who lived with us - you know I don't think it works unless the Dad is really on it with the child, and doesn't work so much that he can be around most of the child's time at home. Because, as you are finding, we as step mums step into that vacuum - not asked, because we are managing the household, cooking or whatever. And yet your DSS is completely rejecting you for it, and just being mean and resentful. I also tried just cooking for me and my own kids, but then finding half the fridge gone because DSD, who would never dream of recognising me enough to ask for dinner, would reject anything offered but then eat half the house. It is a relief now she is older and not living with us tbh!

So I do feel your pain!

BristolPistol · 13/05/2016 10:40

Incoming long rant. Had an awful argument with my boyfriend last night, 6 months of resentment coming out.

Basically, I moved to Bristol and fell for him (two were not connected, he just happens to be from here and I love the city for various reasons and moved here to study); he had a child but I did that traditional thing of not realising what it entails. However, all things considered, I think i have done ok as a "step mum." The real issue is the resentment I feel at the way the last three years have gone. The gist of my feelings were:

  • In the last three years, I have worked full time, whether that is freelancing around studying, or after having to drop out of uni getting myself a full time job
  • In the last three years, I think in total he may have worked 1.5 years, if that
  • he is still married to his ex. The divorce is too expensive for him, and she could get it done for free, I would rather he got his fucking shit together like an adult and arrange his own divorce rather than asking his ex to do it as a favour to me. I am literally humiliated that he thinks this is ok
  • We are renting a house we can barely afford, to accommodate his child. We are behind on every single bill. He has lost two jobs since we moved in a year ago and
  • he is now making noises about going to college, changing jobs, he has now applied for yet another job that pays the amount THAT GOT US INTO DEBT IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE. I want him to help support me. I feel sick that I have £16 left and I got paid yesterday. Thank fuck SS is not over this weekend cos I can barely feed myself
  • I feel sad and unsupported and alone and I have yet another 6 day week to do and my BF cannot understand that just cos I love my job, doesn't mean I'm not still angry that he couldn't even support me for 6 months to try and least finish my year. He still can't grasp how much of the mental state that led to me dropping out is down to him. Running an online shop for a store is nowhere near becoming a Quantitative Researcher for Social Policy. Doesn't matter that I like the things I sell; I LOVED researching and I was on track for a First Class degree.
  • there seems to be no room for my wants, desires, dreams, or even my mental health issues. It's all about him. And when it's not about him, it's about SS (only child, stupidly spoiled, great kid but a shit ton of work when all thr above is going on)

I know that I could show this to the three people who love me most and they would all say the same thing - you deserve more, you deserve better. LEAVE.

I love him so much but that's just not enough.

Bananasinpyjamas1 · 13/05/2016 14:57

Bristol that sounds really tough.

Like me, and others, I think you have ended up subsiding your DP and his first family. Which isn't your responsibility at all. Your DP does seem to be balking at being a man and a father, and most important for you, a partner. He needs to support you as much as you do him.

I would consider kicking him out/living separately. Even if you haven't the heart to break up yet. You are working and could start to get some security of your own, and your own place. The shock may well bolt him into action, or it may not, but carrying on as you are sounds really tough. Chocolate

Sorry you are going through this.

BristolPistol · 13/05/2016 16:18

Thanks Bananas. I have a lot to think about, definitely.

NZmonkey · 15/05/2016 00:37

Bristol are you getting anything good out of the relationship with your DP. It seems like things are all going one way and not in your favour.

Had my extended family all round for dinner last night. My MIL said to me that my neices 4 and 6yrs (on her side) have decided they want their mum and dad to split so they can have their own NZmonkey just like DSD does. Probably the biggest compliment I've ever had. They of course that young have no idea how hard it is on DSD to be away from mum or dad and live in two houses. MIL also said they were playing families with DSD recently and someone had to be the step mum because she is really nice Grin

BristolPistol · 15/05/2016 11:50

NZmonkey Not as much as I would like. We spent the weekend "talking" which meant he relayed all our problems as in how they affected him, then made me feel attacked over our sex life. I thought we were having a really nice day but apparently I ignore him all the time to read, which is patently not true. I tried writing him a letter this morning to see if I can finally bang it into his skull how drained, exhausted, emotionally wrought and taken for granted I feel, and I cannot be the only one supporting anyone else in this dynamic.

He can be the most kind, loving, supportive and fun man; however he can also be petulant, selfish and childish. The last three are coming out a lot more. Even with all we spoke about though, he still chose to focus on our sex life dying down a little bit as the important thing in all this.

OutToGetYou · 15/05/2016 12:43

Dp always focuses not the sex when we 'talk', so I put some effort in, try and initiate it more etc. He then asks for it more and more (or so it seems to me), I feel pressured and back off but because it did pick up he assumes all our problems are solved and we are 'happy' so he continues to pester me for sex without changing any of his behaviour that led to the sex lull in the first place until I blow up at him and it all starts again - usually with him complaining he feels 'rejected'. He always says it's not about sex, it's about affection. But he's not capable of sitting near me without trying to feel me up somehow, which I loathe and have told him so (ergo I am not affectionate....) sigh.

Heavens2Betsy · 15/05/2016 13:50

Pour me a big glass!!!
DSD has her period. DP is running around fetching her drinks hot water bottles and blankets like she's about to drop dead!!!
I just mentioned that she's going to have this every month like the rest of the female population and she needs to get used to it and got told I don't understand because she's not my DD.
No she's not. If she was I would have given her some sanitary towels and ibuprofen and let her get on with it. But the more he fusses the more she milks it and the more I want to scream!!!
(She managed to struggle out to the cinema last night although she can't get off the sofa to take a plate out to the kitchen Angry)

lateforeverything · 15/05/2016 13:55

got told I don't understand because she's not my DD.

This would send me apoplectic Angry

Especially after the cinema trip!!

Cheers! Wine

BristolPistol · 15/05/2016 14:03

OutToGetYou 100% that!!!! I don't want to be mauled every single time we sit next to each other, and if sex wasn't his end-point for all physical contact at the moment, I'd probably want to it more!! And the stupid bloody thing is most of the time when we do have sex at the moment, it's him who can't finish (too tired, too hot, too this, too that, for example) - so he doesn't "count" it - so, having sex last week = no sex for 6 weeks, and no sex for 6 weeks = the worst thing I could be doing to him cos now he feels rejected and insecure!!!!!!!!!!!

heavens that would drive me spare. That's not even a difference in parenting style, that is completely ridiculous. Unless she has a medical problem which is causing really extreme pain, it is as you say something us ladies have to put up with.

Heavens2Betsy · 15/05/2016 15:59

No there's no medical problem. She's just playing him.
Apparently it's because I only have sons I don't get it! Even though I have periods myself and I've only been in DSDs life for 6 years (half her life) so what do I know about parenting a girl!

When I was a kid I'd have been mortified if my dad had even known I had my periods and he wouldn't ever have wanted to know either. I find it a bit weird tbh!!!

LazySusan11 · 15/05/2016 19:40

I've had a non virtual glass..wasn't enough I need more. I can't even express how fucked off I am with her disrespectful attitude. It drives me absolutely insane.

Where are her manners ffs?! How is everyone, it's nearly bedtime surely?

Matilda2013 · 15/05/2016 19:49

My dsd is away home! we had a fab weekend (sun was shining makes things so much easier) and we did some holiday clothes shopping. Her mummy is now promising her a holiday with her after summer.. Only the fourth holiday she's said she's going on this year! I am expecting a further change in mind unfortunately! Poor kid thinks she's going everywhere!

How is everyone else? When do yours go home Susan? And I believe bedtime is around now!

LazySusan11 · 15/05/2016 19:57

How lovely that you had an enjoyable weekend Matilda, mine leaves tomorrow. She's not a horrible child she's just lacks respect has no manners and Lord does she manipulate.

Angry
lateforeverything · 15/05/2016 19:57

The social worker for my adoption of dss is coming this week and I'm flipping out. Scared they'll find fault in the house etc... all nonsense I know but many years of wishing and wanting have built up to this Blush

lateforeverything · 15/05/2016 19:59

Your weekend sounds lovely Matilda Smile

No one deserves disrespect Susan Here!Chocolate

Matilda2013 · 15/05/2016 20:05

Late I don't know how you're coping! I still feel like I have to make the house all clean and tidy for dsd coming and no ones inspecting my house and she doesn't care if it's a mess and is happy to mess it up too was mortified when her mum appeared at the door once unannounced and I was in the process of cleaning!

lateforeverything · 15/05/2016 20:15

Lol dh's exw lives abroad and would never judge us thankfully(!) I know what you mean though.

My dss is an absolute star. Truly my son through and through. He's the best thing to ever happen to me but I know that I exceptionally lucky. ❤

Still flipping our though ha ha Grin

Bananasinpyjamas1 · 15/05/2016 20:34

So nice to hear late, good luck with it! I'm sure your house is looking fine. However, cleaning it may well just help the nerves.

lateforeverything · 15/05/2016 20:43

Yes it's keeping me busy but aaaargh Confused

Dh is so hands on and he has been playing with dss and leaving me in the zone. Cooked us a lovely meal and is now going to iron dss' uniform Smile

Wdigin2this · 16/05/2016 07:52

Heavens that would make me so mad! I'm also a bit unsure about dads knowing about and being involved in DD's periods? But it appears that your DSD knows exactly how to manipulate her dad, and this is just another way to get his absolute attention....and why do so many girls/women think that being ill makes them more interesting/deserving of attention?? We have a few like that in DH's family!

Heavens2Betsy · 16/05/2016 08:55

I don't get that either and as I said yesterday she's not ill. I know it's horrible at first, I'm not totally heartless, but she was totally milking it. She was so horrible to her brother and DP completely overlooked it and blamed her hormones!!! He even told DSS to go easy on her as she's not well!!! FFS.
Wait till I next come on - I'm taking to the sofa for a weekGrinWink

MeridianB · 16/05/2016 09:10

Hi all

Outtogetyou - have you tried stepping back and just letting your DP organise and cook for DSS? There's no way I'd be putting up with that nonsense. The rudeness is awful, too.

Bristol - I agree with PP comment about getting a place on your own. It's very hard to see anything about this set up that is making you happy or might make you happy in the near future. Also agree that it sounds like he is shirking responsibilies.

Heavens - WTF?! Leave them to it. If you 'don't understand' then you cannot help.

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