STS is always a bit of a bummer @tealightning but you are still on track. Can just be the time of month, the full moon or one of a hundred things that effect our bodies Weight loss is never a downward line on a graph , it bounces about, mine looks like a mountain range, but Im still a hell of a lot lighter then I was this time 2 years ago
Brilliant result there @leftyLou , bet you are so proud :)
I was feeling a bit meh there last week with how I was going and what got me back focussed was pulling out my certificates and remembering how I felt receiving them. I find maintaining hard, losing and all those milestone rewards - 10%, 1/2 stone, 1 stone - etc, maintaining and I sometimes feel like there is no recognition for what I find really hard. I know its all in my own head, so I have to get them out now and then to remind myself what I have actually acheived
This time 2 years ago I was injured, lost my job cos of said injury, layed up on the sofa, not even able to go to the toilet by myself. Come April, with my recovery I realised I wasn't exactly going to be first choice when applying for jobs - age and size - which is what got me walking in the door to SW
As it happens Im injured again - cracked rib, but because Im so much lighter, Im healing faster - its uncomfortable but unless I cough its ok, Im working, I have a social life ( didn't have one of those a few years back ) I have energy and this is so cliche - a zest for life
I look back at the past two years and Im not the person who walked in the door of SW in April 23 , Ive dropped 4 sizes, I did a marathon, I jump at invites out, I feel dreadful if I miss out on exercise, I cant be sat, I want to be doing
DH is making noises about a sunshine holiday, something I have avoided for 10 years because I didn't want to be sweating, suffering chub rub, not coping with the heat, embarrassed and uncomfortable in a swimsuit with "tummy control panels" or looking a complete frump trying to hide my size
Im actually now thinking about it :)