Sat night i had a one night stand.
i cant believe ive done it
ive been with my husband for 14 years and never cheated.
i feel desperatley sad that i just thought about killing myself
ive turned into a woman a frown upon and i feel crap. sat last with my husband and children i just wanted to curl up and die as i could have risked everything
will i ever feel any better
has my relationship with my husband changed forever
please help
i have name changed for this