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im shaking with anger just now and ive thrown dh out

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candyfluff · 10/04/2010 13:58

he has a long standing problem with gambling and so after many years of putting up with it last year i told him if he goes in there again i will kick him out - the day started fine we all went out to the town to do some shopping and take the kids to the park,we split up to get things done quicker and said i will meet you at the park - he's a no show so we leave the park and the first place i look for him is in the bookies and geuss what the bastard is doing - feeding the fucking fruit machine
i tell him to leave now and he comes out for a minute then goes straight back in and continues to gamble
i go back in after a ten or so mins and gives him back my wedding ring and told him he will be locked out when he gets home
ive just put his bag out of the door
dont really know why im posting this other than to vent - feel so let down

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blackcurrants · 21/04/2010 11:59

Candy I've been following this thread for a while and cheering you on from the sidelines, so to speak, and I'm so impressed by how strong you're being. Good for you - you're amazing.

candyfluff · 21/04/2010 12:55
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kyotokate · 21/04/2010 12:59

Please don't be . I have been following your thread as well and I am impressed. You are and have done the best for you and your children.

Keep going and look after yourself and your children.

twolittlemonkeys · 21/04/2010 13:07

You're doing so well. I'm really impressed with how you're dealing with everything - well done!

GladioliBuckets · 21/04/2010 14:50

Yay for you!!! Next step single parents forum I guess? but no need to reinvent the wheel, lots more advice and friendship there from people who have been through it.

Good luck with everything.

candyfluff · 24/04/2010 13:14

got a letter from the council today about my benefits and i cant make head nor tale of it ! im so confused ,not a happy lady today - got an infection under my back tooth and the anti biotics ive been given are making me feel horrible - bad tummy pains.
ive got to decide to either have it out or have a root canal none of which i can decide on until i hear if im gonna get income support or not which would give me free dental work
dh is moving out to a b&b tomorrow - its local so he will start back at work on monday
kids seem ok about it although ds1 is very quiet and wont talk about it at all.
dh is still convincing himself that i will take him back after 2 months,maybe the trail split wasnt such a good idea ,ive given him false hope .

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candyfluff · 24/04/2010 13:41

is it normal to just feel numb - its like im devoid of any feelings towards the whole situation

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blackcurrants · 24/04/2010 18:38

Candy - I would think that's a fairly normal shock response, yes. I'm for you but I think it's both normal and completely understandable, and again, you're doing really really well.

I'm afraid I don't know anything about benefits but I hope someone will be on here soon who does. It sounds like talk of the trial split has got rid of your H for now, out of the house, which is what you needed to do, so well done! I think you will have time to talk over what (if anything) you would want from him before you'd think about taking him back (6 months' of daily attendance at Gambler's anonymous and a real understanding of his addiction might be where I'd start, to be frank) - and he might begin to see that you're actually serious about this, and that's the only way back into your life and your house. OR he might never work it out, might never admit he has a problem - and frankly, since this is what seems to be happening at the moment - you are better off being able to look after your family, run your own budget, and not feel second-best to a bloody slot machine....

I'm rambling and this might not be helpful. You're doing really well, I hope someone will be around soon to perhaps give you advice on how to get someone to explain what the benefits letter means. Could you take it into the CAB or the jobcentre and ask them to explain it to you, maybe?

candyfluff · 24/04/2010 19:47

he says he wont get help for gambling until i agree to have him back - blackmail or what !! i think im feeling i wont be able to cope coz of my dental problem at the moment so hopefully when thats sorted i might feel stronger
havent yet got to the stage of transferring all the utilites as of yet i havent jeard from the income support people

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Saffysmum · 25/04/2010 07:17

Hi Candy - dental pain is horrible, so it's bound to drag you down, I sympathise.

You're doing really well. He's kicking against your decision, so him saying he'll only get help if you let him back, is his way of trying to get control. If you do this, you'll just be back at the beginning - he's at home, and won't bother getting help, because he's got what he wanted. You've done amazingly well over the past couple of weeks - so don't back down. Once he's out, tell him he will NEVER come back, unless he get's help for his addiction. And just repeat this, without justifying it, until you're blue in the face, if necessary. Hopefully, he will realise that you are 100% serious about this, and get help, and if he doesn't - well he's out of the house, so he can stay out. You're doing well, don't fall at the final hurdle.

candyfluff · 25/04/2010 07:25

thing is saffy i dont love him anymore either - thats been coming for a long time so there's no point me saying get help as i dont want him back - there must be someone out there for me ???
he is leaving today - im sure he will make a scene before he goes or ask me to pack his bag for him

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Saffysmum · 25/04/2010 10:00

Of course there is someone out there for you. You're a strong lady, who is putting her kids and her own welfare first. Once he's gone, you'll feel so much better, because that horrible dark cloud that has been hanging over you, your kids and your home will be lifted. You'll have time to work out properly what you want. Also, he will be out of the house, so the hardest part is over. Then, when yo've sorted out your finances and got yourself well and settled, you can tell him why you want to split for good. Small steps, and be proud of yourself, you're doing well.

CloudBustingForFelix · 25/04/2010 12:26

Hi Candy, so glad to hear that you are starting to get things sorted. The others are giving you some super advice on how to manage your ex. All I would add is be true to yourself and don't allow him to worm his way back into your life. You don't need him, and if he had any regard for you and your children, he wouldn't have behaved this way. You and your childred deserve millions better, and when this is all over, you will one day get it.

Hope the dental issue clears up too, tooth ache is so ouchy, you have my sympathies.

You also mentioned that you received a letter from the council that you didn't understand. I was made redundant last year, and know how complicated the benefits system is. Rather than worrying about it, why don't you give them a call tomorrow and ask them to explain the contents, and ask them to clarify what action you need to take next. To organise my housing and council tax benefit, in the end I called the council helpline and they talked me through it step by step to ensure that I got anything I was entitled to. Don't be afraid to ask questions, these people are paid to support you.

Finally, I hope you have been able to get your ex to sign the letter to remove him from the tenancy agreement. If he point blank refuses, the next step would be to ask the council to help to rehouse you. Given your circumstances, I feel sure that there will be help available. I know it would be hassle but a new home, may help towards a new start for your family.

As ever, my best wishes for you and your family, fingers crossed things will improve very soon. Oh and keep posting, there's millions of support for you here. Consider us, your own personal cheerleaders.

candyfluff · 25/04/2010 13:27

dh wont entertain the idea of talking about the tennancy or child maintinence until the tempoaray spilt is up - 2 months - he has absolutly convinced himself that i will just suddenly fall in love with him ,trust him fine him a good catch.

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candyfluff · 25/04/2010 13:58

so he meant to be leaving today - currently he is asleep on the bean bag - hasnt packed and doesnt show any signs of leaving any time soon

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blackcurrants · 25/04/2010 14:06

Would waking him up work? Either that, or start putting his stuff in bin bags and start putting it outside? (Don't do that if you're worried he might get violent, of course).

candyfluff · 25/04/2010 14:11

i dont want to cuase a scene - the b&b said he can check in any time before 10pm so im sure he is just leaving it until the last minute- thats typically him anyway,do you think i should ask for the key back ?

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blackcurrants · 25/04/2010 15:06

you must absolutely ask for the key back. Get it off him, otherwise he'll be popping in and that will be immensely disruptive both for your DC AND for your attempts to build a normal life without him.

Plus, and I don't mean to be horrible, but... gambling addicts will take money when they need it. . . I might be very wrong about this, but yes, I'd say get the key back - for me it would be a priority.

Summersoon · 25/04/2010 15:40

I would not ask for the key back tonight as I am sure that it would cause a massive scene - instead let him go and have the locksmith round first thing tomorrow or as soon as possible.

Curiousmama · 25/04/2010 15:45

Just adding my support. It isn't easy going it alone but you can do it and we're here for you.

If it were me I'd get the police to shift him. Have dcs out of the way of course. You need to make a stand he's taking the piss.

Change the locks asap as he may have copied the key.

blackcurrants · 25/04/2010 15:58

yes - these ladies are being much more sensible than me - don't ask for the key back - change the locks.

Good luck with tonight, Candyfluff. How are you holding up?

Curiousmama · 25/04/2010 16:03

Actually just thought, he'll have as much right as you to live there does he? That'd mean the police wouldn't be interested anyway.

Keep us posted chick xx

CloudBustingForFelix · 25/04/2010 17:45

Hi Candy, just read your latest update, I think it might be worth seeing what the council can do to rehouse you. Whilst they probably won't be able to offer a council house, they might be able to offer help with deposits etc for you to move to new rental accommodation. This would then put you in a position where your ex would have no rights to your new home.

I think if you stress your anxiety given this situation, there might be some help available. Especially, if you put emphasis on his temper and problems with gambling, as well as the recent episode where he threatened suicide and had to be taken to hospital. Perhaps womens aid could offer some support here too? Given that you have no intention of ever taking him back, this may be a route forward. It would also force him to contribute in terms of child maintenance too.

I know it isn't an ideal solution, but given that you need to be able to start over asap, it may be the less dramatic of all options.

I hope you manage to get him to the B&B tonight, do ask for the keys, if he refuses then change the locks tomorrow.

Fingers crossed for you.

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candyfluff · 25/04/2010 22:07

he has gone - finally ,nearly crying - i asked for key back and he was fine about it - he isnt clever enough to take a copy !!
ive got to phone council and icome support tomorrow and tell them he has now gone.

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