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Just found out husband of 25 years is having an affair

285 replies

Woodandsky · 29/10/2018 12:00

Title says it all really, accidentally logged into his emails as my he was signed in to gmail on my laptop and there was a slightly over-familiar message from someone he knows (shared hobby) so I clicked on it. It was suspicious but not clear so I went back and read the later messages and they were very explicit, there's no doubt here.

Not really looking for sympathy but concrete advice about what to do, are there things I should do now before I tell him I know? We work together (me part-time) and have 2 sons in their late teens, other woman is married in similar circumstances, I didn't see any sign of them planning to run off together anytime soon.

He's my best friend and my only serious boyfriend, I don't have anyone in real life I feel I can talk to.

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Dontfeellikeaskeleton · 29/10/2018 12:02

You poor thing.

What do toy want to happen? Is is curtains for the relationship?

Make sure you have all your financial ducks in a row no matter what.

SevenStones · 29/10/2018 12:03

Sending you lots of hugs.

Yes, there are things to do, and others will have more experience and can advise you better.

In the meantime, be kind to yourself.

Flowers
Woodandsky · 29/10/2018 12:03

Oh and there's a lot of money that he inherited plus money that we individually have earned. I have control of all the bank accounts etc, he usually cant even remember his pin number. I have a professional job although I currently only work for him I should be able to get a reasonably well paid job independently. My boys are at really important points in their life I don't think I can bear to but them through their parents divorcing.

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LordPickle · 29/10/2018 12:04

Oh dear, this is terrible OP. I don't have any advice but I didn't want to read and run. I'm sure lots of women will be along shortly with good advice and help. 

Woodandsky · 29/10/2018 12:07

OH God i just went back and read some more it's really sickening. He's given me loads of hassle for going out one day this week but really he is making plans to be with her, really detailed plans too.....

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BifsWif · 29/10/2018 12:10

Forward all of the emails to your personal email.

I would also print them out and hand them to him when he comes home.

What do you want to happen next OP? Where is your line? Your boys will be fine if you decide to split up, they’re old enough to understand. You don’t have to stay for them if it’s not what you want.

MrsCar · 29/10/2018 12:12

Oh you poor thing, what a dreadful shock.

Screen shot or forward or print everything, otherwise he will deny it all and delete.

AttilaTheMeerkat · 29/10/2018 12:12

This is all on him and its not your fault. This is not a reflection on you as a person.

What do you want to happen here re you and your H?. Would you want to ask him to leave now so as to give you some space?.

You do owe it to your children to teach them good and positive lessons about relationships; staying with your cheating husband will not help them or you and importantly they are not the arbiters of your relationship here. They can still have a relationship with their father going forward post separation. You cannot and should not stay simply because of them (staying for the sake of the children anyway is a bad idea) and any important points in their lives and your H never considered them when he embarked upon this affair either. No-one forced him to do what he has done here, he has caused this marriage to potentially end.

Do read Chumplady's website; it will help you move forward.

Do not do the pick me dance, it will not help you ultimately.

AttilaTheMeerkat · 29/10/2018 12:14

I would also look into seeking legal advice re the property and finances asap.

Amber0685 · 29/10/2018 12:14

Oh Op what a shock.

You don't need to decide anything straight away. A lot of people on here will say leave but some people do choose to stay and with time and counselling rebuild their relationship. There are threads on here about both.

As others have said make sure you are protected financially. I am so sorry.

MsJolly · 29/10/2018 12:16

Screenshot everything. Go see a good solicitor. Get your paperwork in order. Then give it with both barrels.

Whilst you don’t want to upset your boys, can you really cope with pretending for the foreseeable future? Fuck that and fuck him.

Fashionista101 · 29/10/2018 12:18

I have no advice but I wish you all the best x

ElspethFlashman · 29/10/2018 12:19

Forward all the emails.

Married for 25 years, helping him in his business.... You are in a strong position. I imagine he would beg for forgiveness, given how much money you could be awarded. Be wary of such protestations when he has so much money to lose.....

Your boys are going to be going through a lot of stuff in the next few years - - college etc. There won't be a "good time" for several more years, so I don't think you can wait till they're 23 or more.

Remember that HE is doing this to your family, not you.

Lilbear14 · 29/10/2018 12:20

First thing you need to do is talk to him.
It's probably one of the hardest steps to take. However, if you don't this is going to bottle up and eat away at you.
Prepare yourself for all sorts of levels of excuses.
"It's nothing"
"You're reading too much into it
" I don't know what you're talking about" and so on.
Also prepare for a blame flip..."why was you looking through my emails?" "Do you not trust me?"
But also prepare yourself for a full confession.

From past experiences, if they're guilty you will know by their reaction.
Second of all, you need space to think about what you want.
Do you want to stay with him and work on it?
Do you want to leave as trust will never be repaired?
And as much as he shouldn't really have a say in what happens next, ask him what he wants.
His reaction will probably help you make a decision.
Whatever you decide is going to be hard. There is no easy option unfortunately.

If you know you will be fine financialy independent put that to one side for now and look at the relationship as a whole.

One massive piece of advice from me is do not take it personally.
It's a reflection of them, not you.

kaitlinktm · 29/10/2018 12:21

My ex and I decided to split after 23 years of marriage (29 together) when my sons were in their GCSE and A Level years. (He had already had his second chance 8 years previously when he had a short affair - and actually would have left then, but she changed her mind.)

I was persuaded to carry on as normal until after their exams. We did this - and I dare say it was beneficial to them - but he didn't really carry on as normal and just took advantage of this time to line up my replacement whom he married within 6 weeks of our decree absolute coming through. I found it a very difficult year and I don't think my self esteem has ever really recovered.

When he had the initial affair, I did pay for an hour (or maybe it was half an hour) with a solicitor and told her all our financial ins and outs, and she advised me what I might expect or be entitled to, as well as giving me the benefit of her experience of what some people tended to do etc. (He never knew about this.) This made me feel better as I could make tentative plans for if he did leave. Like you I did have a decent job - in fact was the main breadwinner. I only wish I had confided in my parents at the time because I now know that they would have supported me emotionally and financially and I could have got rid of him earlier and my life would have been so much different. It also would have been different if MN had been around then too. Smile

I think a lot depends on how he reacts and what he wants - but if you can afford it, I would pay for some legal advice and put a few feelers out about possible jobs. However if you think it is over, then don't let him back - your sons will recover and have a relationship with him too but you need to also think about your own well-being.

I think the best thing to do is to confide in someone in RL - don't feel you have to keep his dirty secret from everyone - choose a close friend of yours or some family member - because you need to have someone by your side.

Also, if it comes to divorce, try to remember that he is no longer your best friend and no longer on your side - he will be on his own side, no matter what he says. There may be a chance for a civil, even friendly, relationship later and co-parenting, but while the divorce is being negotiated, don't take him at his word.

Oh and one more thing, when I did get divorced my parents wanted to help me out with a bit of money, but the solicitor advised us to wait until after the divorce was finalised so as not to muddy the waters - they helped with a bit of cash and buying stuff for the kids etc.

Flowers for you OP.

Woodandsky · 29/10/2018 12:31

Thanks guys
Lilibear there's no 'reading too much into it' the emails are very explicit unfortunately (I have printed an excerpt.)
I don't have that many close friends and they all know him well too, if I do decide that I can forgive him (I can't see how but it's all so huge) I'd be mortified if they knew.

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dogzdinner · 29/10/2018 12:38

So sorry to hear you are in this position.

I didn't tell anyone for ages. Massive mistake! Speak to at least one friend or family member now. They may be shocked but you may find that they suspected something was going on.

Kitten76 · 29/10/2018 12:40

How awful, I am so sorry to hear that.
Definitely get some legal advice on this.

Jacksback · 29/10/2018 12:40

Get copies of all the mails then wait and breathe
It’s a huge shock so give yourself some time to think about what you want , it may be you decide to stay ( I wouldn’t but I’m not you ) or it may be that it’s unforgivable and it’s over
Then get some good legal advice and go from there
💐

Lilbear14 · 29/10/2018 12:40

@Woodandsky oh I wasn't implying you was, but they come out with all sorts of BS sometimes. I had a time when I found willy pictures being sent to men and I read way to much into it apparently 🙄

sollyfromsurrey · 29/10/2018 12:41

I'm so sorry to hear this. It must be very hard on you and quite frightening too. Don't do anything without seeking advice from a qualified lawyer. People on here are very well-meaning but you could inadvertently do things that paint you in a poor light if you follow random advice. I would check with the lawyer about making sure you have absolute access to money your husband can't touch. People who have affairs can become very hostile when caught out and he may try to demonise you to justify his actions. At that point, all bets are off and he may try to clear out bank accounts etc. Transferring money into an account only in your mane may be a good idea but again, perhaps check with a lawyer.

Stephisaur · 29/10/2018 12:41

I don't have much advice to give, but once you've forwarded the emails to yourself, make sure to delete them from his sent box.

Thinking of you Flowers

justilou1 · 29/10/2018 12:47

DON’T TALK TO HIM!!! Take copies of all financials to a really good solicitor who specialises in divorce (because it may get ugly, unfortunately.) If you have given up your career - or sacrificed one in order to work for him for 25 years, he really owes you. Please don’t give him any clues that you know until your solicitor has copies of EVERYTHING!!!

Chalkhillblu3 · 29/10/2018 12:49

He doesn't know that you know, so carefully cover your tracks on the emails. This buys you some valuable time to think, consult a lawyer, get evidence of all your joint finances (keep in your personal Dropbox or out of the house). It's really hard to conceal a change in attitude to someone, but if you can, again you buy time. I would confront him only when ready and prepared.

SevenStones · 29/10/2018 12:50

First thing you need to do is talk to him.

The very last thing you should do is speak to him first before you've made copies of every interaction with this woman that you can find. And even then I'd make copies of all finances, too.

Then you can talk. If you want to.