Sorry babes, been a hectic few days, was on duty when I heard about George Michael. For some reason it upset me much more than I imagined. He was only a few years older than me, I adored him when I was a teenager. Thought he'd spot me in the crowd one day and marry me. (I know). When he came out I loved him more. I have watched so much of him these last couple of days. Somebody to Love was one of the highlights of my life. That whole concert was amazing, but he blew me away.
And the bit that keeps coming to me is the Outside video. The bit at the end. Jesus Saves. All of us. All. That for some reason is keeping me going. I believe there is somewhere happy after here. I hope he's found his peace.
Christmas was hard, I'm still waiting for the bairn's biopsy results. Her lymph nodes are huge. She's biting at that leg occasionally and it's tearing me apart. She's on antibiotics and pain relief. I have spoiled her rotten, a proper Christmas dinner, we watched Jaws the Revenge Christmas night and had a big bosie.
sweet look at your bonny wee Sweetdog! What a darling!(((((((((((((((((massivefeckingreatbigbosie))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Thank you for your kind and lovely wishes, as soon as I know anything will let you know, xx
spanna what would we do without you my lovely lass? You make this wee bussy a better place. You are doing it. I'm having a Tabard of Try day again, it's got a bit of poached egg down the front. My wee terrorist is giving you a very grateful, virtual hairy hug right back at ye. Don't squidgfe her too hard 
I was right in thinking sprouts weren't a great idea.
I keep remembering the episode of the Royle Family when Denise says "that smelt like corned beef that" I definitely knew that sprout had emerged. Her specialist is back from holiday tomorrow, he's emailed to say he'll give me a phone to see if her results are back. I'm watching Harry Potter, what I wouldn't give for a magic wand.
I have started my healthy eating as of today. Been AF for 3 days, but probably only because I was working. Every cloud...I don't want to be this weight for 2017, I am bloated and unhealthy. Not a good look. I received lots of beauty products for Christmas, I perhaps have needed a nudge, I've kind of given up lately. I used to really love putting on a face, and some days I've left the house barefaced. And at work too. I look tired. I need a zhuzsh. DJ beckons and I'm going to have a bloody good crack at it.
beaches and obrigada haste ye back quines!
ma there's a reason sometimes it's better to keep some of the less polished bits o' sea glass ye keen. Some of them are right sharp...
I'm away for a cup of tea and to let the bairn out. back in a bit xx