Ok spanna took you literally; my horoscope tells me to stay composed as much as possible, take a 'mental vacation' if needed and that May (when I have a two week holiday booked) is not a good month to travel. But I can apparently look forward to a month of sexual satisfaction in August 
On a more serious note thank you everyone xxx More anxiety than cravings now, but mainly because I know that tonight (day 2 for me) most likely means no sleep and Im dreading it. But I also know from experience that I will sleep like a baby in a few days time (I hope) so will push on. Going to have a bath and watch Mrs Browns Boys in bed, have diazepam as a back up but will try and avoid it.
lunk and fox whilst I've never been one for drunken purchases (luckily) I did ballot for the London marathon when absolutely hammered (and got a place!). No recollection of doing it, just saw the email confirmation the next morning. I've decided it's going to be like the worlds longest hangover.