What is happening? I keep getting logged out and can't post. 
I thought it was fixed.
Oh man it's good to be home! I didn't make day one either, but hey, I stopped at one. Happy with that. Kinda had to as working this week. Binged like the bandit I am at the weekend. Wine and gin.
Now, if memory serves....did I hear summat aboot a meet up? 
Will have to rake oot a bairn photo. Bloody hell, you must all be so pretty, your bairnselves are beautiful.
I thought everything was on the turn at work, but nuh. I am of the fuckit attitude now. I figure as long as I can hold my head up, believe that I am nursing to the best of my abilities, still do everything professionally but with the odd bosie and have time for a chat and a bit of one-to-one time, I am being me. My old matron taught me so well, and yup I've switched disciplines but the basics remain. I have to follow my heart. I love my job. And that is all that matters. I witnessed some absolutely heartless behaviour recently which set me right. It's not me.
I may be old-fashioned but I still have a heart, and still treat souls with dignity and compassion. I can go home and my moral compass is set true. So why do I still drink when I know I'm doing the best I can? I don't know. Why can I stop at one when I know I have to work next day yet go on a massive binge when I'm off? I don't know.
I missed you all so much.