Sat in bed crying my eyes out

[SatInBedCrying]

Don't even know what just happened, DH has a few friends round for drinks, ive been sat in living room out the way then decided fuck it I'm going to the pub, told dp my plans and he wasn't amused

Anyway as I'm getting my coat on i hear him say "if i knew she was going out i would have got the strippers in" he intended me to hear that, so in a lighthearted way looked into kitchen and said "i heard that" and laughed.

Now ive just spent the last 10 mins being screamed at by DH for "ruining his night" and "showing him up in front of his mates" he's told me he wants nothing more to do with me, i can just fuck off etc

Now ive fucked the pub off, cant go out looking like this, I'm sat in bed crying wondering what the fuck ive actually done to deserve the abuse ive just gotten. I feel humiliated in front of his friends and i haven't even done anything.

And please don't listen to his mad, warped views of how it is beacuse it certainly is not as he sees it.

One thing I/ we would like you to promise to pop back in the morning just to tell us you're safe. You don't have to go into details.

I'm off to bed now but I will be thinking of you all night

I'm a light sleeper.

Hope you are sleeping Sat.

I chatted to sat on the phone- she's having a problem logging in to MN so is going to try to sleep.
She seems strong and I have no doubt she will post in the morning

Thanks Bagel. And on that note, I'm off to hit the hay too. nite x

The cocaine isn't a known definite, lulu - this guy is plain and simple an utter arsehole when drunk. The humiliation and abuse are very real, though.

I'm only on page one on this thread (I see that there are 9). This is my first LTB. I'm so sorry you had to put up with that kind of verbal abuse. You deserve better.

Hope you're ok OP

I hope you got some sleep OP. Stay strong today - good luck.

Good luck today OP. Stay strong.

I hope you managed to get some sleep

Please let us know your ok

Thinking of you this morning. Hope you managed to sleep.

Good luck for today op, my own sorry excuse of a father was a violent drunk, keep yourself and your dc safe. He's a complete bottom feeder and you shouldn't have to put up with any of this. Stay strong, ignore the pleading, even more so as it seems to be tainted with yet more insults about you....prick!! Hope you got some sleep

I hope everything is okay with you today xxx

When he turns up again later on, please don't tolerate any shit he starts spouting about you provoking him by humiliating him in front of his mates. He did that all by himself.

Just checking in to see of you're ok op! Hope your well and slept ok xx

How are things today?

I wanted to say you are doing the right thing. Best of luck. I'm sorry that arsehole was so awful to you last night.

Hope you're okay op and managed to get some sleep.

Just read this thread, he sounds like my ex, I reacted to him in the same way, it doesn't get better. Fwiw I've never been as content as I am without him, my life now is drama free. I hope you find some peace, I know how difficult it is to leave

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Sat in bed Crying .. how are you today

How are things OP?