Mmmm i think i maybe i did not put that across very well. You see i am not like you incredible ladies. My house does suffer and my relation ship suffers due to my use of internet. My children don't i assure you. I love to drift away in discussions and reviews and now Face book and well i think what she is saying is true for me anyway. I am on it constantly and it's just another escape for me. Initially it was a comfort think and i loved all the support i received from you guys when i was so poorly with my marriage bread down and desperately grieving for my sister and i think pos a bit baby blues after Olivia and Daniel not dealt with and the return to work etc etc etc i could go on and on.
If you had not noticed i was drinking to the extent in the evenings where i would be so emotional and then feel so awful and just want to do nothing. Thats when the appearance slipped and then the houswork left and blah de blah.
I get lost with the time on here and then rush round like a mad woman and getting all stressed about it then my dh can't understand why i have to use it so much. Never saying never just why soooo much.
I have given up alchol completely and improved on lots of things but still my relationship suffers due to my lack of get up and go within the house and my weight.
She reckons its a comfort like food is and alchohol or anything that comforts me and avoid unpleasant feelings.
Sorry to go on but i have prop not painted a true reflection of who i really am and not in anyway suggesting anyone on here uses the internet too much.
I give myself so much unneeded stress and i am gradually seeing this but in my own time i say.
So there you have it ladies i am a crap house keeper but trying to improve. But i have to say i do think i am a bloody good mother and love my children soooo much just wish i could say the same for my dh. 