Colposcopy at 17w4d.

[Robstersgirl]

Has anyone had a colposcopy done whilst pregnant? EPU referred me as I’ve had very bad, heavy, bright red bleeds throughout this pregnancy. I bled heavily during a speculum exam (covered the bed) and they want me to get checked out. I’ve never had one before but have googled and found out it makes you bleed? I’m worried I might have a big bleed given the amount I’ve bled already? Any experience?

How awful. So sorry. There are no words

I'm so very sorry for what you're going through, Verity is beautiful. Wishing you all the best for the journey ahead of you

Sending all my love and prayers. Verity is such a beautiful name... I cannot imagine how you must be missing her.

Verity is beautiful OP. I'm so sorry your having to go through this. I really hope your story encourages people to get their smear test done and you have been very brave to share. Xx

Your are so kind and compassionate in sharing your sorrow to inspire others to get their smear tests done. Verity is beautiful. One breath at a time, as you get to Friday it's another step taken x

I can't think of anything useful to say other than that I hope you have lots of family support. The internet is a funny place but there are lots of us I'm sure who have been really struck by the awfulness of what you're going through and are thinking of you and your lovely girl. Xx

I'm so devastated for you loosing beautiful Verity in these circumstances. I wish you all the very best in terms of coping with such a sad loss and strength to go through the next stage of this really tough journey ahead of you. So much respect for telling us your story to help others and encourage women to get checked out. Lots of love xxx

Verity is so beautiful.
You are so right that she was sent here to save your life, and with the amazingly brave and honest posts you are sharing, she will probably save many more lives.

Robstersgirl you are so very very brave. Your little Verity is absolutely beautiful and a true gift. Her legacy will live forever and you are right she was sent to save you.

Thank you so much for sharing so much. In doing so you have probably saved lives already.

Sending you strength to get through. We are all here for you. ❤️

You are so so brave.
Verify is a beautiful name.

As a pp said “ The internet is a funny place but there are lots of us I'm sure who have been really struck by the awfulness of what you're going through and are thinking of you and your lovely girl.”
I’m reading your thread and so very sad for you and your family for what you are going through. Your posts on here and the facebook links show just how amazingly brave you are.

What a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl.
You're so brave and even braver for sharing your own story to save someone else.
Always in my thoughts x

How are you doing OP? Did the appointment on Friday go ok? Thinking of you.

It was the best outcome I could’ve hoped for they are aiming to cure it, dependant on pet scan results, Verity’s blood supply was feeding the cancer and make it grow way too quickly. I start chemo and radiotherapy on the 6th April as they have to let my organs go down after the operation. Battle begins. I’m still in a lot of pain following the c section. Thanks for thinking of me.

What a lot to take in. Sending all my love.

@Robstersgirl sounding really positive that they can completely combat this. Good you're having a break before the treatment begins. Sorry to hear the section is causing you trouble, it really does take a while to get over that kind of surgery and it's still early days for you yet. Take care of yourself and all the best x x x

That is such good news to hear!! I know you have a battle ahead of you. Verity saved your life. You can do this!! 💪🏻

You are a real warrior OP. I'm so impressed by your strength and really hope everything goes well and proceeds in the best possible manner. Stay strong!!!!

That’s vey positive news.
I’ve been thinking of you so often over the past week. Fingers crossed for your treatment. I hope you have lots of love and support around while you recover and build up your strength for the treatment

So very sorry for all that you have had to go through (& still do) Verity is a beautiful name and you are so brave to share your precious pictures and updates.
I hope that your physical recovery will go smoothly and your upcoming treatments as easily as possible. Im wishing you so much support, care & love for your emotional scars. 😔💐

Wishing you all the best. You're brave and you can do this! xx

I'm having colposcopy in a few weeks, at that time I'll be 21 weeks. Can't say I'm not worried

I'm so pleased you have a plan, I really hope the pain eases up soon x

How are you doing OP? All of the coronavirus crisis on top of everything must be really hard for you. I hope your plan for treatment is still going ahead.

Been thinking of you, how are you doing?

Badly. The cancer pain is awful and isn’t controlled by my painkillers. I’m all alone with the kids as OH developed symptoms and has gone home. My whole support networks self isolating. I can’t sleep in my bedroom as it needs deep cleaning now so I slept in my car last night. I’m missing Verity so much today and my oldest daughter who couldn’t leave uni. I’m the highest risk group for C-19 as I have COPD too. Things couldn’t be much worse really.

I can’t walk or drive either and my wound still hurts. I’m on painkillers 18 hours a day.