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Colposcopy at 17w4d.

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Robstersgirl · 17/02/2020 19:51

Has anyone had a colposcopy done whilst pregnant? EPU referred me as I’ve had very bad, heavy, bright red bleeds throughout this pregnancy. I bled heavily during a speculum exam (covered the bed) and they want me to get checked out. I’ve never had one before but have googled and found out it makes you bleed? I’m worried I might have a big bleed given the amount I’ve bled already? Any experience?

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Alicia870 · 26/02/2020 17:49

Oh you poor thing, OP.
It must feel so overwhelming right now with no answers and complete devastation.

You must believe there is light at the end of this for you- hold onto hope - there are brighter times ahead. It may not be tomorrow or next month, but you will get through this and we are all here for you. 💐

VisionQuest · 26/02/2020 17:59

OP I've been thinking about you all day. I feel terrible for you. I hope you have some good RL support?

smashandpeas · 26/02/2020 18:26

Do the hospital offer any help/counselling at all? If so it may help to access it if it's available. Sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger. Do you have support in real life? Xx

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Robstersgirl · 26/02/2020 18:41

I’ve got loads of support. It hurts so bad. I have 5 children to think of too. The GP has just prescribed tablets as I’m howling in emotional pain. We’ve been to the funeral directors today to arrange my beautiful babies funeral and been to the graveyard to choose her plot. I cannot believe this is my life. It hurts so much.

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Alicia870 · 26/02/2020 19:05

God I am so so sorry for this your loss. This is the most painful experience in the most traumatic of ways. My heart breaks for you - you're in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry To only be able to give you futile words.

I'm so glad you have support in your life.
Your beautiful baby will have a beautiful service where you can celebrate her precious soul ❤️

flossletsfloss · 26/02/2020 22:03

It's good to hear you have a good support network OP. I cannot imagine how hard today has been for you. I'm praying for you. I'm so very sorry for your precious baby. Xx

VisionQuest · 27/02/2020 09:43

This has got to be the most traumatic thing a person can go through. You are firmly in my thoughts OP and I am so glad that you have a supportive network around you at this desperately sad time.

smashandpeas · 27/02/2020 16:20

I know this is probably the last thing on your mind OP but what about you? Do the doctors have a plan in place for treatment? Xx

PixieDustt · 28/02/2020 02:24

Thinking of you and your beautiful girl today x

Darkstar4855 · 28/02/2020 06:50

Thinking of you today, OP. Love to you and your baby girl xx

Sipperskipper · 28/02/2020 07:13

Thinking of you and your baby girl today. Xx

slapmyarseandcallmemary · 28/02/2020 07:30

Thinking of you

Puddlesplasher · 28/02/2020 07:34

In my thoughts today. xx

6000choccybiccies · 28/02/2020 07:40

I'm so sorry you are having to say goodbye to your baby girl today. Her whole life will have been filled with her Mummy and your love and she will never have known pain or sadness. Sleep peacefully little one and wishing you strength as you move forward OP x

flossletsfloss · 28/02/2020 08:24

Thinking of you and your family today OP. You and your little one are in my prayers. Xxx

WinnerWinnerChickenDinner0 · 28/02/2020 08:35

Thinking of you today op xx

Hollywhiskey · 28/02/2020 09:52

I'm thinking of you today. I can't begin to understand how hard this is for you and you are being so brave. We are all behind you xx

LapsedVeganAcademic · 28/02/2020 12:15

Sending love and a virtual handhold. There are no words, I am just so sorry.

smashandpeas · 28/02/2020 12:20

Thinking of you today OP Thanks xx

GU24Mum · 28/02/2020 14:45

Hi OP, another one thinking of you on what I'm sure will be incredibly hard. Take care of yourself. X

sleepytimebaby · 01/03/2020 21:03

How are you op? I have been thinking of you and your family x

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Robstersgirl · 03/03/2020 23:59

Update from me. I’m beyond devastated. Please get your smear done.

Colposcopy at 17w4d.
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Robstersgirl · 04/03/2020 00:00

Update.

Colposcopy at 17w4d.
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Robstersgirl · 04/03/2020 00:01

The most heartbreaking post I’ve ever made. If one more family is spared our pain it’ll be worth it. Pleased get smears. #NoTearsMoreSmears

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Robstersgirl · 04/03/2020 00:03

I have oncology on Friday. Don’t know how I’m still breathing. Unbearable.

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