Liath, your comment about the 2nd making you enjoy it is so true for me(although not lately) i think you just trust yourself more.
SPB it will get better and the lack of sleep is definately a killer. I've been really lucky with mine > but I am shocking without sleep.
NL, thanks for the much needed hug
Caz, hope today went well and dh managed to get back in time.
Gm, dd had one of those hoovers with the little balls. i took them away too but am fairly sure they are safely stored away for 'when she gets bigger' since I can't throw anything out
oooggs, hope you get a better night tonight
eca, thanks for your kind words. I know(i think) that i'm not crap it's just the way i feel am being much more positive atm
Hi to all those i've missed
Not much to report here. Ds been a sod today at sil's she has a new puppy and ds not liking the babygate, although he's fine with ours. DD was a horror when I collected her from preschool, kicking off about me going to work and leaving her at her auntys miraculously cheered up once sil mentioned seeing the puppy and was as good as anything all day