good evening peeps
just been talking to my mum...they're letting her home on Tuesday, but she's going to stay with my sister for a bit until (if) she's back on her feet. She sounds quite upbeat about everything, but I can't help but feel that this is the beginning of the end for her
I want to get up to see her, but don't want her to feel like I'm doing a mad rush up there incase I don't get another chance. We're booked up to go up at Christmas, but I'm worried that if I wait that long it might be too late
I just wish that I was a wee bit closer, or that DH was here to look after the DCs whilst I nipped up or a couple of days.
DS was better behaved at school today thankfully, but not at home, and I got so cross with him I was literally foaming at the mouth in anger (he was poking DD in the eye and nearly catapulting her out of her chair by rocking it VERY hard and laughing even though she was screaming in fear, and then being gobby when I asked him to stop and not stopping). Anyhoo, I screamed so long and hard at him; proper mummy meltdown . He went to bed sobbing and I shook for half an hour. I feel like a right old cow now