I'm here! And pathetically happy that my thread revival didn't go unacknowledged!
We may have met in the barrrrr FransMom but perhaps I was too pissed to remember! (We have definitely spoken before tho.. in this section at least.). Melsy, I'm SleepyJess [waves].. posting as CreepyJess (an old halloween name) further down this thread. That's great to hear re your abilities and experiences. Nothing that exciting to report from my end I'm afraid. But to be honest, it's been the furthest thing from my mind. I am completely bogged down by more "earthly" concerns, more's the pity and I feel certain that the "awareness" that I seemed to be developing has been completely blocked. I wouldn't say I'm depressed (haven't got time I don't think!) but I do spend much of the time feeling down and have done for the last couple of years. But I can never stay down for too long, which is why I don't think I'm suffering from depression. And it's entirely due to external circumstances as well. A counsellor told me she is amazed that I get from day to day considering what I'm dealing with (that shocked me a bit from a counsellor!) so I suppose I'm doing ok. Just not got time to dwell on the "spiritual me".. although I know it's "there".. and that in itself is comforting.
It was probably nearly five years ago when I first started reading all the spiritual stuff I could lay my hands on (which sort of kick started something in my mind) and before life got in the way, I did start to have a few minor spiritual experiences as well as experience quite a bit of (amusing!) electrial activity and malfuction from various sources.. but nothing like that's happened for a long time. Like I say, I think I'm blocking it maybe partly conciously, partly subconsciously.
I still do Reiki though.. that's one thing I haven't "given up".. although not as much as I should.. and I ought to self treat at well.
Oops sorry.. I seem to have revived a thread on spirit children only to drivel about myself!
I miss Bong Land Melsy. I have tried to post on the yurt threads the way we used to in the Land where the Bong Tree Grows.. but.. I don't know what it is.. partly, as previously mentioned.. that I feel all repressed because of the liklihood of people barging in and saying "what ARE you lot on??? " (not that it ever seems to bother Paps, bless her.. ) and partly because I seem to have lost the ability to project myself into such a lovely place.
Would love to chat by email! I will CAT you both. Can't do MSN on this pc however.
Shiny x