I can't seem to let this go. I read a post by Gigantaur the other day, saying that all those that complain, when she actually reads their notes, she does think that there was cause and concern.
and i guess she would think that about me aswell.
i want to stop thinking about this. but i don't seem able to.
but then lots of people have different views on what abuse is. over the years i have seen many many threads where lots of people thought somehting was abuse. and lots of people didn't.
so when someone accused me , directly of abusing my children. i took that to be offensive.
but realistically, it is just perspective.
but i don't want to be acussed of abusing my children. actually they were never clear as to which child it was. and my gp said it was clear , a week, later that "i was not depressed and my children were not in danger".
but that is only her view.
i want it noted that my referal was wrong. but my mum and dh think that will never happen and that they will just find a way, by hook or by crook of making me leave the doctors surgery. and i don't want that. it is the only one in our town. right opposite the school.
oh i am rambling.
i want to go and ask for counselling. i feel like such a mess.
no, what i want more than anything is for this to be sorted. for it to be aknowledged on my gp's notes.
dh doesn't support me on this. keeps telling me to let it go.