7th miscarriage looming..........

[oinker]

I had a scan yesterday which confirmed my worst fears.
Beanies HB slow and not correct size for gestation. This has happened so many times know.
I already take heparin and two baby aspirin.
Hospital refuse to put me on steroids because of my BMI.
I have alresdy lost so much weight to rule out my weight being an issue. I lost over 5st bringing me down to 13st.
I don't know what else to do.
I want to call it day and get my head around the fact I will never be a mum.
I really can't be bothered to go through this again. Nothing bloody works. The recurrent m/c clinic would quite happily just have me going through this time and time again. They are not actually doing anything to help. They have nothing more to offer me. What is the point on carrying on just for more failure?
I am at the clinic run by Lesley REAGAN in paddington. If they can't help no-one
can.
I can't keep doing this.....

THAT WAS YUMMY

glad you enjoyed your fish and chips oinker!!

I do hope things are ok for you this time but I do understand how you are cynical too

TBH Im feeling a bit wierd, all my scans with this preg Ive seen, this one they didnt turn the screen towards me so I kinda feel Im missing out on something but i dont know what.

I will ring them monday morning and tell them Im waiting for it to pass naturally (took 3 weeks last time ) then i will get a scan in 2 weeks time.

Its quite odd being on the other side of the loo roll checking Im wishing for it to start now which is sad, every niggle I think this is it but still nothing, not even a spot !

oh julez, im sorry. ive been very lucky in that all of my mc's were natural and complete.

Julez..

It is horrible waiting.

I am the same. Just waiting. Will be having my final scan to confirm things in the morning. I am dreading it.
This m/c has been totally weird. I feel icky, have had the dark brown discharge and just dark wiping since day 1. I have never had this before. Last time there was a bleed at 5 weeks which lasted 3 days. Then 7 days later, gush and clots. Scan showed slow HB. Then the following week nothing and I opted for a D&C.

It's true what is said "All m/c's are different". None of mine have been text book m/c's.

This is going to sound horrible.....

SEX will get things moving.

Sorry...

I hope I have not upset anyone by suggesting this.

not upset me i was thinking the same thing

I'm not up to it though, still sick as a pig and its cruel

DAY TIME TV IS BORING!!!!

I am getting fed up at home. I feel too dizzy to be venturing out. Got as far as the garden andputting the washing out today. DH will be home soon so will have someone to talk to.
No-one in my family knows I am off. I couldn't bare to put them through another m/c.
A couple of close freinds know. One has been really good the other (has a kiddie) and has not even bothered answering my text which was sent nearly a week ago. She must be fed up with it all....

I am so sorry oinker, I feel your pain though I never managed to get preggers. I do have a daughter now thru surrogacy who is 9.
The pain & shite was all worth it in the end.......... took 10 yrs to get there though

(((hug)))

oinker, at your friend! what time is your scan?

Im sorry oinker

Im feeling pretty much the same, I manage to drive the school then someone brings DS down for me. Did a bit of washing today too.

Get yourself some new Dvd's to watch that will make you smile

Hope the scan goes well tomorrow x

Best of luck with the scan today Oinker.

Maybe your friend didn't get the text - they do sometimes go astray.

OMG

I had my scan. OMG!!! Beanie is still there. He has grown and is to date... HB has picked up but sill slow. Not as slow as last week.

Prof was gobsmacked. He was shocked too. He said this is practically unheard of. He expected, as I did no heart beat and definately no growth. The gestational sac is odd shaped which he is not happy about too. There is also a blod clot in the sac. He mentioned that the main worry was the heart beat. I have a scan picture of beanie for DH as he was unable to be there today...

I am sooooooooooo shocked. Though I am happy I can't help but think it'll still go wrong. I am just going to chill out as I have been. Thank godfor SKY movies...

Thans for all the positive vibes and thoughts ladies....

)))))))))))))))))))))HUGS((((((((((((((((

wow thats excellent!

lots of pos vibes for you **

YAY oinker!!! Im so happy for you!!!!

Oh Oinker that is wonderful news!
So how many weeks are you now?

I make it 7+2 but scan is 6+6...

This is sooooooooooooooooo crazy.
Have done some research on internet.
Needless to say it doesn't look promising. I knew that anyway...even before I started the search.

Oinker I am so thrilled for you. I have been watching this thread and my heart went out to you. Saying my prayers for you right now and hoping very hard...keep hanging in there, Beany!!

THANKS

Oinker

More positive vibes coming over to you. I'll keep everything crossed that this works out o.k. for you!

It's hard not to get excited...and be terrified at the same time, so keep your powder dry (as my dh would say!).

Take care of yourself...and good luck!

PRAYING AND HOPING FOR A MIRACLE

oh oinker, thats great news! rest, rest, rest xxxxx

Just spotted your thread, never chatted to you before. But couldn't pass by without sending posive vibes. Hang on in there oinker beanie!! xx

Oinker - how absolutely wonderful

Am on a downer...
Dark brown discharge and red spotting back. More than before....

This is the end of it.........I just know it.....