Thanks everyone for your kind thoughts, it really really helps.
Not great news at EPAU today. I should be either 6+5 or 6+6 (quite unbelievably I wrote my LMP down as two differing dates on the calendar at home and in my diary, a day apart - duh).
There is now a visible embryo of 5mm, but still no heartbeat. 5mm and no heartbeat is generally a bad sign.
The bleed came from a sub-chorionic haematoma, which can (though not necessarily) signal an impending mc.
Given the whole picture, I am definitely thinking its game over. Have St. Marys scan on wed, and booked for another in EPAU next week.
I am totally fed up now. Its like an endless cycle. I want to scream.
I am so desperate to give my DS a sibling, I can't bear to think of him growing up alone.
just re your blog about the bleed - how heartbreaking that you had a good scan, and then a loss due to Turners. I then read all your other blogs too. Heres hoping you get to write one soon about successful pregnancy after losses.
cat I can't say I have ever considered an egg donor..what are your thoughts about it?
jbrd glad you had a better day with DS...mine nearly scooted over a major road today - can't even think about it. Suffice to say that scooting on pavements is now banned - park only.
triple thanks, it was my theory that clexane can cause bleeds, though who knows if its the cause this time
twilight I agree with baking (and thanks for your thoughts for my scan baking) A GP visit is the way forward. Think the idea is that they lift you a little so you can more effectively work through what is going on. I have no doubt the GP would prescribe you something, and can advise on TTC on them.
God my posts are too long..