Oh god, i need a good talking too.
I haven't gone off plan but i nearly nearly did. i have gained weight again this morning and very tempted to say sod it!
Went to a tiny cafe that basically sells only sandwiches and cake. i asked for a egg mayo sandwich without the bread, got an odd look but ended up with something edible. i had then planned to eat a scone..why? i don't really know.
Literally the only reason i didnt is because it was served with butter and not cream (which to me isn't a scone) so i have accidently managed to stay on plan today.
Had cheese and salami for breakfast, egg mayo salad thing for lunch and my chilli beef bowl for dinner.
haven't had the usual loss of appetite this time round, im wondering if im picking up more carbs then i think and its just tipping me over the edge back into sugar burning. i feel good so i'm not in and out of carb flu but struggling really badly with wanting bad food. i have been feeling really guilty today even though I have eaten fine because of my almost wobble. fortunately i know myself too well and there is nothing in the house really to gorge myself on other then bread but im gluten intolerant so that usually keeps me at bay.
Sigh, i dont think i would be having this issue if i was actually losing weight. last time i was successful i combined lc with fasting but im reluctant to do that now with the breast feeding, it also got quite extreme last time as i had a hard deadline (wedding). perhaps i should start skipping breakfast as i used to do, perhaps i will feel better tomorrow. right off to drink more water!