Hi Team Bran Flakes,
Quick post as I have a ton of work to do tonight for work tomorrow think I will be at it until midnight but hey ho - just haven't had a moment to get to it until now.
FabBakerGirl - Do you want to talk about the other stuff my gorgeous? Or would you rather just go with the flow of the thread? I am now officially worrying about you just a little bit. Very often when we are unhappy, and not just a bit peed off, but unhappy in our core somewhere, we use food as an anaesthetic. It can be better than valium, alcohol or hard drugs for some people....
Can you put your finger on what the problems are, or just it just feel like a haze? Being bigger than you want to be can feel like the most immediate thing getting you down, but sometimes weight is an indicator of some deeper emotional issue that is not being allowed proper expression. I'm just reiterating we're here...
My day was ok given I was dodging opportunities to go off message all day.
Poached egg on wholemeal toast, no butter
We had takeaway fathers day offer from pizza express for lunch and I had the pollo salad - with the free garlic bread (curses to that free garlic bread!)
Everyone else had home made banana splits with clotted cream ice cream, squirty cream, chopped nuts, dolce de leche sauce and mini marshmallows....I had...an APPLE
Haven't eaten this evening yet as we went to a nice pub in Wimbledon called, I think, The hand in hand as was in the good pub guide DH got with the paper.
Kids had a nice tea at the pub and DH and I ate up what they didn't. Sausage and mash, fish fingers and chips. I had half a beer shandy (I am NOT a lager girl)
Afterwards we went to the fair on Wimbledon common, did not spot any wombles, but had a great time going on our first ever ride as a family - a kind of uber tame roller coaster called the runaway train. DS, who is not yet two just frickin' LOVED it . DD and DS then went on their first ride together without a grown up - I am a saddo but it was quite a moving moment as they went round and round in their car waving and grinning at us!
Anyway, a lot of traffic on the way back so I ended up cracking open the chocolate raisins to keep el kiddos quiet and I did sneak about 10 for myself and they are properly EVIL on the calorie front.
Go miniSazzles, queen of the potty
Am dreading all that again with DS, but don't think I'm going to go there for a while yet
Will maybe check in a wee bit later.
Ciao Sex Goddesses