bella, i am still taking small steps. If I think too hard it is a bit crap really.
I am lucky that I have this spark of something that keeps fighting and fighting and believing that ''this too will pass''. And it doesn't go out, it just gets dimn from time to time. I am tired and try to look to a point in life when it will have passed, but I can't see it being for quite some time.
But I try to remind myself that if I keep breathing the air and walking the earth, and believing, it will get me through. And try to look at the simplest things in life, like my beautiful DD sleeping, or the precious times when DS and I laugh together, or seeing some thing that makes me smile, and hold them close to my heart.
Thank-you for asking. If I could take that litle spark and break it into a million pieces, I would give a piece to anyone who suffers from any level of depression because it is like a cancer of the mind and emotions, and it makes things that are already hard in life, 100 x harder.
People like yourselves are one of the things that keep me keeping on, so thanks...