I knew things were going too well.

[misdee]

peters vad site is leaking a lot of fluid. indication of bad infection, he has pain in his back and feels rotton. swabs have been taken. am hoping infection doesnt get a grip too quickly as last time it set his ICD off 5times in 24hours, and its horrible. i have to phone in the morning to find out whats happening and if i can take the kids in or not.

Just called him, think he is doped up, again not making much sense, lots of soppiness [awww] but bp is upto 77/54 now, not great but improving. very weak. still bleeding a bit. temp still up.

My thoughts are with you...

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Thinking of you.

Glad there's a slight improvement and at the soppiness.

Hope that Peter has a comfortable night Misdee, and that you get some rest too. Also hope that everything is a bit better in the morning. You are frequently in my thoughts x

hope things continue to improve today

is on high dose of morphine, his kidneys are liver arent functioning properly. he cant cope. i cant cope.

thinking of you misdee xxxxxxxx

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am at mieows. no babysitter so cant get there. may go tomorrow, need someone to watch dd2 tho.

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sorry to hear this misdee. All my best wishes to you both.

not worried by the morphine, he usualy has oxi-norm (is that correct) but is having stronger stuff today. wound is still bleeding, his blood isnt clotting properly.

sorry if I am asking you to repeat yourself but what did the blood tests show (they were screening for infection a few days ago iirc?)

Any news sweetheart ??

blood test didnt show any infection AFAIK, but tbh i dont a have a clue whats happening atm.