I knew things were going too well.

[misdee]

peters vad site is leaking a lot of fluid. indication of bad infection, he has pain in his back and feels rotton. swabs have been taken. am hoping infection doesnt get a grip too quickly as last time it set his ICD off 5times in 24hours, and its horrible. i have to phone in the morning to find out whats happening and if i can take the kids in or not.

I've only just seen this - thinking of you all

oh sh*t misdee what more can life throw at your family? im thinking of you all, its just not fair for someone to have all this to cope with and ou have every right to feel like crap, all i know is that when i was really ill i know its nothing compared to Petes illness but the fact that my dp visited me made me feel so much better. and i was also glad that when he was tired he didnt come in as i wanted him to rest. anyway i just wanna say you and Peter and your families are so strong and i really admire you all. I hope things are looking up soon xxx

Morning, misdee. Hope you get positive feedback from the docs and some uplifting test results today.

good luck for today hun xxx thinking of you as always xxx

Misdee you are an inspiration - don't be too hard on yourself.

I don't have any adequate words, just wanted to say that I hope Peter recovers from this setback soon.

love
dejags

Misdee - thinking of you and Peter.Wishing you all the strength you need. X

I really don't know what to say Misdee.

I just hope Peter gets better really soon.

xxxx

Thinking of you Misdee.

infection is def there. temperature has shot up, is bleeding more and leaking more. grr.

docs proposed a treatment strategy for Peter, misdee ?

Have you spoken to him ? How's he feeling ?

he was waiting for docs to come round. will know moew later. am very scared atm, this really is not good.

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Yes, this must be very scary, Misdee. Have you been this frightened before? Are you on your own?

Well, he's been a tough old goat to date, misdee !

I hope there's a swift reaction to his treatment this afternoon / evening.

X

i'm at mieows (its nearer to dd2 preschool), just very worried. have been this scared many times. mainly just before vad, and the last big infection.

Ow sweetheart.

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No words, but thoughts.

X

i need a babysitter for all 3 girls, no milk expressed and dd3 refusing formula, so cant go.

Hugs misdee, don't know what to say. x

Would a sitter / nanny be able to take the two oldest, and you haul dd3 (attached, LOL) to the hossie ? (We can raise money for that if it helps)...

Or could one or two people look after them at the hossie ? (Maybe we can put a shout out for anyone who lives nearby IYSWIM, or who aren't too far.... or I'll help hunker out, or whatever)

Just trying to think of a tiny way we could give you a small break.

Hoping for good news soon.

if he is on barrier then i cant take dd3 in anyway. dd1+2 are unsettled and i loathe to leave them with ayone other tyhan family atm (who are all busy today) but i have lift arranged for tomorrow, my dad will look after dd3 in the grounds, dd2 will stay with nanny at home, nanny will also pick up dd1 from school.

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