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I can't take much more

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annemarie30 · 04/02/2009 16:44

Having such a tough time right now..everything's going wrong and I just want to give up. We're in so much debt, dh is out of work and to top it all off I might lose my children. I have been diagnosed clinically depressed and everything is hard work right now. My house is a tip which is the main thing ss are complaining about. I'm trying to get back on top of the housework but I find it so hard to wake up let alone have energy to clean and look after the children.
Just feeling like everyone would be better if I wasn't here. I'm making such a mess of everything. DH keeps saying I'm useless(usually when we're arguing) and I'm starting to think he's right.

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annemarie30 · 02/03/2009 16:05

Sorry not checked this over the weekend. well the house is lovely and clean so hoping it will be 'acceptable' when they come back. DH won some money on our town lottery this weekend so we're redecorating our lounge, actually excited .
I have tick-charts in our kitchen so I can see how much I've done each day. It feels a bit better knowing I've done a good amount each day. I'm seeing my cpn friday. Today has been a much better day, even with ill DCs.
Thank you so much to all of you for the support and advice. I really appreciate it

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annemarie30 · 02/06/2009 10:01

Update. We have to go to court on friday morning because social services are applying for an interim care order. This is after my eldest son has already been sent to live with his grandmother. I am so scared now that they will get the order and my children will be taken from me. My husband and I have separated recently so I am feeling very alone in this. If I lose the children there's not much left in my life. So low.

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