We all seem to be having a bit of a challenging week! Sorry to hear that many of you are struggling, I'm doing okay now, and I've noticed a pattern that I tend to feel better late in the afternoon and in the evening. I don't really quite know why.
Still obsessing about my vagina, and the tiny little hard lump, and just the general feel of it. It doesn't feel completely symmetrical, but all the tissue feels fine and normal if that makes sense. Apart from that little tiny lump.
I've been reading loads of medical journals going right back to Victorian times… Don't ask!!
A lot of people seem to say that the vagina is not symmetrical, and that they are all massively variable. So I think I really have to bear that in mind.
I guess it's just not somewhere that i know a lot about, it's weird isn't it, but I don't really particularly feel familiar with mine, it's so daft, as it's another bit of the body, it just feels like a bit of a mystery! It's just as well that you are not used to seeing other peoples, and so you don't really appreciate how valuable they are! Google obviously shows some things, my Google searches are a bit😳😳😳
I did find an interesting set of pictures of cervixes, which seemed to be a kind of art project, and that was really interesting as it showed how different they all are. But they were all healthy.