Am I amazing for not wanting to do this **TRIGGER WARNING**

[callmehannahbaker]

At 3.38 this day 2 years ago I was pulled from the wrong side of a bridge by policemen.

I have worked bloody hard to sort my head out.

I have put on nearly 6 stone (and counting) through meds.

I am allowed to live with DD alone

I'm doing bloody good

I know it's been a while since this post.
How are you doing?
I hope well!

how things change

could really do with some help right now

sorry to everyone who helped, i don't know what to do

Call me Hannah, I have reached a point in my life far darker than I have ever been before and feel broken, maybe we can try to help each other xx

Hi callmehannahbaker

I'm so sorry to read that you're struggling tonight and that things appear to have changed a lot since you started your thread last year. How are you feeling just now, is there anyone at all local to you that you can reach out to? Or a crisis team? Either way, if you're still awake and feel like chatting then just keep posting. You mightn't feel like explaining things but you can say anything really, as long as posting helps you through the night. Perhaps in the daylight you'll feel some hope somehow, or someone in real life can support you. Sending you and

I woke up, not sure if that's a good thing

Sorry fo hear you're struggling again OP. It's shit isn't it? Some days I just don't want to wake up ever again, other days I don't feel too bad. I have brief glimpses of feeling fabulous but they're few and far between. I'm seeing my psychiatrist today for a meds review, hopefully it will do some good.

How are u feeling today op

@callmehannahbaker are you ok