Am I amazing for not wanting to do this **TRIGGER WARNING**

[callmehannahbaker]

At 3.38 this day 2 years ago I was pulled from the wrong side of a bridge by policemen.

I have worked bloody hard to sort my head out.

I have put on nearly 6 stone (and counting) through meds.

I am allowed to live with DD alone

I'm doing bloody good

What a lovely story to start the day with. Well done to you, that is fabulous, and the thought of your darling little girl sleeping next to you brought tears to my eyes. It is the little things in life that can bring such joy. Sending you a big hug

Carry on being proud of yourself because you should be justly proud. It can't have been an easy thing at all and I hope you have some good professionals around you to support you.

Weight and everything else will happen in its own damn good time. For now, just focus on how far you've actually come. That truly is amazing.

Amazing!! Well done, that's a massive achievement.

Ah OP, you've made me blub. I am SO happy for you. And for your lovely little cuddly girl.

Keep up the good work. I know it's still hard even though you have turned a corner.

LOL at you embarrassing the police officers. Bet they love it and are really glad to be appreciated.

Well done x

be kind to yourself you deserve it, thank God for that Policeman, hope you get some physical friend XX This is the first day of the rest of your life.

First thread I've opened today and you've made me smile so much OP. Well done to you! ❤️

Lovely! ❤️

You are absolutely amazing.

Wishing you and your daughter a fantastic future together.

First thing I've read this morning, and what a lovely one it is.
Well done op, you should be extremely proud of yourself.

Congratulations! 16 years and counting for me, here.

Are anniversaries and reminders sometimes still hard for you? If so, be gentle with yourself.

That's a milestone! It valls for a nice afternoon tea - sandwiches and cake with your daughter and her teddy bears in the park, I think.

'good and bad, this you will pass' are wise words.

Well done! You're amazing!

But, you need to change your username now!!!

This has given me goosebumps! You are amazing CallMe. You should be proud of yourself! It's so tough to fight against those kind of thoughts. Don't worry too much about your weight, that'll come in time. I was very low a few years ago and gained lots of weight. I've finally tackled it since October and feel great now, it did take a while for me to be in the right headspace to do it though. All the best for a bright future

first thing I've read today and you have uplifted me. Well done you . Be proud of yourself. Your dd is a lucky girl, you are AMAZING 😉

Well done. You are amazing! x

❤ It's not an easy journey ❤

Lovely thread. Well done - you should be very proud of yourself.

Keep on keeping on

This is so lovely to read

Meh, I'm a 14 too and its not huge. More to love!

what a lovely thread. Your DD doesn't care what size you are. She loves you for who you are inside :) you've made such brilliant progress. Well done. And thank goodness for that policeman two years ago.

you've really made my day, so thank you callme!

huge huge hugs to you and your daughter, with you as her mum she won't go far wrong

Absolutely amazing!
Wishing you and your dd the best life

What a lovely way to start my day, reading your amazing post

What a lovely thread OP

I don't get the Hannah Baker reference but if you want a name change what about CallMeAnInspiration - it's what you are. You hit the rockiest of rock bottom and must have worked so bloody hard in the last 2 years. Another stranger from the internet is feeling really proud of you right now