Am I amazing for not wanting to do this **TRIGGER WARNING**

[callmehannahbaker]

At 3.38 this day 2 years ago I was pulled from the wrong side of a bridge by policemen.

I have worked bloody hard to sort my head out.

I have put on nearly 6 stone (and counting) through meds.

I am allowed to live with DD alone

I'm doing bloody good

Love to you too @Broken11Girl

I'm currently sat on the beach, watching my boys having a fabulous time and actually feeling right now, this minute, life is perfect. I wish I could freeze this moment forever.

I was once where you were.

Never underestimate the importance of this feeling. Well done

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😊💕💕💕💕

You are awesome! Massive massive well done.

Amazing, well done

Well done 💞 onwards and upwards

Your post has made me so happy - you deserve to be proud of yourself. It's wonderful to know that change is possible. Massive respect to you - keep going! xxxx

Bloody marvellous news OP!

You are the most precious thing in the world to your little girl and I hope you make fantastic memories together that you'll look back on in years to come

Be proud of yourself and be kind to yourself

Aw thanks blue

Can't really start a new thread as my sister is a regular on here, know she rarely ventures into mental health though. My parents have gone away for almost 3 months today, they have supported me so much with DD and everything else. Very nervous now, know they are too. I don't want to let them down.

You won't let them down 😊

Just alerted myself to this.

I've got a job!!!!

Plus... 2 stone down, 4 to go.

Oh and a boyfriend.

Amazing callmehannahbaker
Just been reading through your thread. You should be so so proud of yourself!

Sending you love OP x

I have never been so proud of myself.

I never knew I could be happy and at this moment, I truly am, and I have been for a while

Wow, such fantastic news. Have a great life and thanks for coming back and updating us.

Obviously still not grasped the sleeping thing but getting there!

DD is doing so well and is so much more settled the last few months.

Oh wow. Well done OP!

Thank you, I'm still struggling, I need a house within 3 weeks! BUT I'm dealing with it!
As in I'm in a really quite poo situation but aren't breaking down. I'm looking for houses, speaking to my housing officer at least once a week-I'm acting as a human rather than a robot!

But

I'm not breaking down over it! I am so glad I listened and learned with the help of services. I would never have been able to deal with this, let alone deal and be happy.

And if you can come back from that, you can come back from anything! Nothing can stop you now you are so strong.

If you can't guess-this weeks personal objective is self praise. Think I can tick it!